Are we really living?//TWD

FIFTEEN

So we've come to find out Beth is at a hospital basically imprisoned, I was going to leave this kid Noah for dead until he told us where Beth is.

Unfortunately Carol was taken as well by those pretend cops.

Maggie, Glenn, Rosita, Abraham, Tara, and Eugene are all heading to Washington as we speak because Eugene is the key to the cure, it kinda sound too good to be true if you ask me.

"Please be safe" Carl tells me as I'm loading up the car at the church.

"Me? No way" I say then I smirk.

"I'm serious. I wish I could come with you guys" He says pouting.

"I wish I could stay here with you but I am going to help your dad and you help Michonne and Judy. While your at it, can you keep an eye on Gabriel?" I ask him and he nods.

I pull him into a hug and he wraps his arms around my torso.

"Promise you'll come back?" He says and I hold out my pinky.

"Promise" I say and he intertwines his pinky with mine, then we both kiss our thumbs.

I see Rick walking towards the car, I see Judith as Michonne is holding her I walk up to them and I kiss Judith on the forehead.

I walk towards the car, and I hop into the front seat.

"Hey why do you get the front seat?" Sasha whines.

"Because I called it" I say then buckling up next to Rick in the drivers seat. We're all in a minivan so Daryl, Tyreese, Sasha, and the kid Noah.

It stayed silent for about 45 minutes as we're on the road.

"Who's Frankie?" I heard Rick ask by me as I'm watching him drive through the windshield. "I remember the governor say Frankie" he finishes.

"She was the most beautiful woman I have ever met, before that I had a husband, I convinced myself that me getting married young would help my future. I stayed married to that bastard for 3 years until he smacked me" I say and I hear Rick blow out a breath.

"After my father heard about it and he...he smashed my head into the pavement." I say and I lift up my hair to show him my scar that wraps around the hairline of my hair above my ear. "And I have some brain damage not a lot but just a little" I say pinching my index and thumb together leaving a gap.

"That sent me into a coma for 6 months and that is why I stopped communicating with Maggie but as soon as I woke up I handled him" I say and Rick snaps his head towards me.

"What do you mean by handled him?" He says and I turn my head toward him.

"I handled, him Rick" I say in a lowered tone. "Eyes on the road" I say and he puts his eyes back onto the road.

"I went to the military and after that I met Frankie, we talked for about 2 years then we started dating then we got married well, since it was not legal all we got was domestic partnership but then we had a ceremony" I say. "Then after the whole thing you know what she told me?" I ask Rick with a smile and he hm in response.

"She said 'I am going to be eaten out right now or I will go batshit' " I say then everyone laughs in the van even Daryl.

"Then we both decided we wanted a baby and we both wanted to be pregnant so we flipped a coin and I won hence the breast milk" I say and Rick nods.

"Then the world went to shit, we first saw the town Woodbury we stayed for a month with our baby Ophelia, then it turned out the governor was forcing her into sex so we could stay" I say then looking down and laughing a bit.

"I wanted to kill him in his sleep but she said to get the hell outta there and so we did, then we found another camp called Oceanside then after a month I found out they were going to war with another group and Oceanside lost" I say then everyone goes quiet.

"Then I lost her and Ophelia, them 3 weeks after that I was blindfolded in the back of a truck with a crossbow being pointed at my head and survived cannibals" I say and Rick chuckles.

"What about you Rick? Was there a love of your life?" I ask facing him amd he scratches the back of his neck.

"I did her name was Lori and she was definitely something but she died while having Judith and Carl had to....." He says while trailing off.

Carl had to kill his mother, he's only a kid. I purse my lips together while looking at Rick.

"You know what I think?" I ask and he turns head towards me. "I think you will find someone who you love and they love just as much maybe even more" I say and I rub his arm to comfort him.

"Thank you" he says and I have no idea why everyone keeps thanking me.

"And why do you thank me?"

"For watching Carl and taking care of my kids like their your own" he says sincerely.

"I feel like Carl and Judith are my kids in way cause I do care about them like they are my kids" I say so honestly.

"Well congrats you have gotten the title of being godmother whatever that means" he says with a chuckle.

I felt a rub on my shoulder from behind me I look back and it was Daryl with a grin.