Are we really living?//TWD

TWELVE

We all stand on our knees with cloth gags in between our lips and hands tied behind our backs.

I am beyond angry, I look around my vision is moving slower than my physical moving, it feels like nothing is real then it hits me I'm dissociating.

Everything is mumbled but I can try to focus on the conversation.

"Whats in the bag Rick?" Gareth questions but Rick stays silent. He walks over to me then roughly grabs my hair from the back.

Then he punches me on the side of my face with hurt like holy hell, I feel a blade on my neck.

"Pulling hair is pussy move" I manage to get out then I feel him get deeper with the knife.

"Okay okay just stop" Rick says then the stinging stops, he lets go of my hair then throws my head foward.

Rick names off the weapons the bag, when the room stopped spinning I wiggled out of the rope and I pulled my arms away from eachother then I'm free.

I grab my knife and I throw it at one of the guys forehead, then the other one shot me in the arm bit he just grazed it.

I didn't really feel anything I reached into my bra then I grab out my gun and I shoot him in his neck so it's painful.

I untie Daryl, Rick, and everyone else. Daryl checked my arm then my face from the punch.

I can tell he notices I'm not looking foward.

"Ya feelin alright?" He questions.

"It is nothing there is just a malfunction upstairs" I say then tapping my temple, he glances at me one more time and nods.

I pull my knife out the cannibal and we all conspicuously walk through the place, then we find a building full of our belongings with candles I knew it was some kind of cult.

I grab my belt full of weapons then I buckle it, then my calf guns I call them, extra ammo, I toss Rick his revolver, I see some red sunglasses I put them in my pocket, and my last weapon unfortunately my machete.

I turn around facing Rick.
"Let's go kill some cannibals" I say with a evil smirk, and he nods fearfully.

We all run outside kinda spreading out I shoot all of the snipers on the roof, a guy brought out his gun them aimed it at me he shot but I dodged it.

I ran up to him jabbing my machete in the side of his head. A girl took her knife out of her pocket then went to go stab me but her head was chopped off, when she fell I see Michonne with her katana with blood on it.

See the gas tank behind her was gonna blow up, I ran towards her and I push her on the ground with me on top of her. It blew up then most of the people here were dead, from the fire the walkers already pushed down the fence.

I pull up Michonne by her hand then I see Rick with the group. We both sprint towards them, and everyone starts running back to the woods where Rick buried the weapons.

"We can win this alright we can wipe them out" Rick says which has me and everyone else confused.

"I am sure that all of them are dead" I say what everyone else is thinking.

"Tony's right, the place is over ran with walkers nobody is making it out of there alive without a bite" Maggie puts out.

Rick slowly looks around then Michonne rubs his shoulder and he stands up.

Then I see someone walking towards us then they look familiar. It's Carol, once everyone sees her Daryl speed walks up to her and hugs her she hugs back.

"That was you?" Rick questions Carol and she nods.

"Come on I have people you guys might wanna see" she says and we all look at each other curiously.

As we all follow Carol through the woods Glenn walks beside me.

"How are you that good?" Glenn asks and I furrow my eyebrow.

"In what way?" I ask him.

"Daryl is usually the good one at throwing knives and never missing a shot to the head." He says and I chuckle.

"Well I guess going to the army teaches you a thing or two" I say and he chuckles a bit.

I stop walking when I see Judith and Tyreese. Rick and Carl runs towards Judith then they both take her into their arms.

Sasha hugs her brother tightly when they stop, and he sees me and smiles bigger.

I run into his arms, then I hig his torso while he hugged my shoulders cause he is that tall.

"I thought that you- I missed you" I say into his chest while he brushes my hair back.

"It's ok its ok" Tyreese calms me. We pull away from each other and I turn my head towards Judith while Rick is holding her.

I smile while caressing Judith's cheek, she touches my face with her small hands as she giggles.

You know how sometimes when you have a baby you fall in love with that baby? That's how I'm feeling.

I kiss her forehead and I can see Rick smiling. My vision is still blurry and now all the pain from the gunshot and the burn on my arm is coming back to me.