Are we really living?//TWD

TWENTY-NINE

So everyone got cleaned up but I decided not to take a shower just cause I think all the blood and dirt makes me more scarier and look more badass.

Even though everybody in this community already thinks I'm scary which I like that I have an effect on them.

I walk out onto the porch and Daryl is just casually cutting up a possum he killed, Rick looks around everywhere a bit while holding Judith, I think I'm gonna give her and Carl a nickname.

Carol walks outside of the house then looks at me and Daryl. "Have either of you taken a shower yet?" She asks us.

"No" Daryl answers bluntly and I shake my head. Carol looks weird with all the professional clothing.

"If you guys don't take a shower I'll hose you down" she says with her forefinger pointing at us. "And Tony are you sure your ya know is clean?" She says meaning my vagina.

"My pits, tits, and naughty bits are just clean thank you very much" I answer and she walks away while rolling her eyes.

"You look ridiculous" Daryl yells at her and she flips him off facing the back of her hand towards us.

"Should we really take a shower?" I ask Daryl feeling self conscious. "I mean it has been months since we've been clean" I admit and he shrugs.

I walk back into the house and I look around a bit more then I walk past an open door. I peek in and I see Carl reading comic books, grinning to himself as he read.

He looks like defensive mode is turned off it should always be off but look at the world we live in.

When he notices I'm in the room he looks up and smiles at me. "Hey Tony" he says.

"Cosa stai leggendo?" I ask.
(What are you reading?)

"solo alcuni fumetti che ho trovato qui" he answers. (just a few comics I found here)

"Your dad sayed I get to be your godmother, I just wanted to make sure your ok with it" I say and he nods in acknowledgement.

"Yeah it's fine, I feel honored that a badass gets to be my godmother" he says and I smack his shoulder for cursing then he chuckles. "Wouldn't that mean I would call you a certain name?" He asks.

Now that I think about it.

"I think, but anything is fine in italian godmother is madrina I honestly don't care" I shrug and he nods slowly.

"Well I guess madrina it is" He says and I smile.

I feel a warmth in my chest, knowing that I'm like family to him and he is now going to call me a name that means a lot to me.

"You can only cuss in front of me alright? I don't wanna look like a bad godmother" I say and he laughs then throwing his head back.

"Sure thing" he says and holds out his fist, I form my hand into a fist and I tap his knuckles.

"Is it done yet?" Frankie asks while sitting on the bath tub, I just did the first pregnancy test and she's stressed out.

"You can't rush a minute" Ezekiel responds. Ezekiel has been my friend since the military and he's been through a lot of shit with me.

"He's right babe" I say. I had asked him to be my donor and of course he was gonna be in the baby's life, he was more than happy to be a father.

Me and Ezekiel never had a sexual relationship or had sex, he's my best friend and plus the clinic is to expensive so we're doing it this way.

I look at the stick and there's a plus sign. Frankie looks. "Is that real? Or am I hallucinating?" She says. I pick up the stick and I show Ezekiel, then he smiles.

"I'm gonna be a dad." He whispers to himself then it hits him. "I'm gonna be a dad, oh my god! I'm gonna be a dad!" He yells then picks me up and twirls me around.

"I'm gonna be a mommy!" Frankie shouts and we all laugh.

"I'm gonna be a momma." I say to myself. He puts me down then Frankie pulls me into a kiss. I'm gonna have a happy family.

It was night-time now it came pretty fast. When Judith started crying I tried to breastfeed her then she bit my nipple, at least now I know she's getting teeth and she won't eat she's getting really big I think she needs to start eating real food.

Deanna gave us 2 houses but we ended up staying in the living room, as one should. I still have a weird feeling about this place.

We heard a knock at the door and I immediately put my guard up. Rick motions his hands to calm down and he opens the door.

"Mind if I come in?" I hear Deanna's voice and Rick nods. "Oh my god" she says when she sees Rick's clean face. Rick rolls his eyes.

She walks in and looks a bit everywhere. "Sleeping in one room; smart" she says, what does she mean by that? I don't listen to the conversation because I simply do not care.

She finally left to be honest she's kinda annoying.

"Hey uh Tony" I hear Glenn's voice by me, as I got a cup out of the cabinets and I started to fill up the cup from the tap. Usually in Italy you had to boil the water before you drank it, because the water wasn't very clean.

"Yes?" I say and I hop onto the counter with the cup of water.

"Can I ask you something?" He says and I furrow my eyebrows. "It's about Maggie" he says and I perk up my ears.
Is she sick? What's wrong with her?

"Ok what is it?" I ask him taking a sip of my water. He sighs then hops onto the counter next to me he kinda struggles cause he is a little shorter than me.

"Like sometimes her mood would just flip, she's saying they she has headaches, and her stomach hurts" he explains and I nod thinking.

The only thing I can think of.

"Is she on her period?" I ask him and he knits his eyebrows together thinking.

"Maybe. But I have no idea how to help her" he explains. Is she pregnant? I mean she said that she wasn't very sure about it but she was up for the idea.

"Ok so if she's on her period if you ever get any sweet stuff such as candy or chocolate that will help her a bit with the cramps and maybe a head massage. If you find some rice pour some into a sock then put it into a microwave" I list things.

"How would the rice help?"

"Well the heat of the rice would help ease the pain in her stomach. She will feel awful and gross and she might feel ugly so tell her how beautiful she is" I say and he nods.

"Thank you for helping me out on this Tony" he says and I show him a small smile.

He freezes for 2 seconds then starts pulling a small rosary necklace from his neck then putting it around my neck.

"What's this for?" I question hiding the cross in between my forefinger and thumb.

"I always wanted a sister growing up now I finally got one" he explains and I smile bigger.

I like how he considers me as family even though me and Maggie aren't really related but this feels good.

A/n: who would've known she knew Ezekiel. Anyways has anyone read the new update on stall?

If you don't know what Stall is it's a harry styles fanfic and it's really good. MysteryMixtapes wrote it.

I love every single one of you.