Are we really living?//TWD

FOURTEEN

After walking for a couple of days,  we all decided to head through the forest to attract less walkers.

"Help!" A voice echoed through the woods, and Carl immediately started running towards the distressed voice.

"Carl!" Rick attempted to stop him in a low voice but he didn't listen, I followed him to make sure he's ok.

A man was on a big boulder while 3 walkers were grabbing for him.

3. Walkers.

The group eventually caught up to us me and Carl killed the walkers, then Rick killed the last one.

The man was panting from fear he kinda looked pale and spooked but I won't blame him.

"Are you feeling ok?" I ask him, and he puts his index finger up then leans over then vomits.

I scrunch up my nose in disgust, Carl sent me the same look. Once he was done he wiped off his mouth with the back of his hand.

Then I see his blouse, he's a priest.

"What's your name?" Rick asks him.

"I'm Father Gabriel" he answers Rick.

"Do you have any weapons?" Rick questions.

"We don't give a darn diddly what is looks like" Abraham says after Rick.

"Does it look like I have any weapons?" He says with an awkward chuckle. I bit my tongue in annoyance, I mean I could just kill him and be over with it.

We all stay in an uncomfortable silence. I'm shifting my weight on each foot.

"That's a beautiful child" he says breaking the silence, I pinch the bridge of my nose, and Daryl notices my frustration. "Do you have any food?" He asks.

"No we don't" Rick answers bluntly.

"Do you have a camp?" He asks and I let out a breath.

"Does it look like we have a camp? sacco di piccoli cazzi (bag of dicks)" I say in annoyance.

Carl snort at what I said.

Daryl grabs my shoulder softly calming me down from behind me.

"Do you have a camp?" Rick asks him.

"I have a church I could show where it is" he says looking at me in fear.

I completely tone out the conversation, sooner or later he's leading us to so called church.

"Maybe I'm lying, maybe there's no church, maybe I'm going to take all of you're squirrels" he says and I send Abraham a ' is he trying to get himself killed?' look and he softly chuckles.

When I saw the church I wanted to kill the guy for testing us but Rick said no.

We looked around the place he has canned food and it's secure, he said he would let us stay for a couple of days thankfully.

We're all eating cracking jokes and just talking about life, and of course Daryl went out hunting even in the dark.

"I just want to thank our host, Gabriel" Rick says cheering him from a distance with his can and he nods. "And especially Tony" he says which caught me off guard, Carl smiles at my facial expression. Now everybody is looking at me.

"He's right, you've saved all of our asses multiple times, you basically our guardian angel" Michonne cuts into the conversation, I raise my eyebrows.

"No no I am anything but an angel" I say with an awkward smile.

"Well you do have the qualities of heroism including bravery, courage, determination, honesty, inspirational, and moral integrity" Eugene lists off everything which is making Abraham look like a proud father.

"I just do what I think is right and I care about you people" I say and Rosita hugs me and so does Tyreese, Glenn sends me smile including Maggie.

Judith starts getting fussy, I put my food down and I hold my arms out for her. Rick hands me Judith, then I start feeding her.

I move her hair around as I fed her, and I look up to see Eugene staring at me more specifically my boob.

"Hey you got something you want to say or get off your chest?" I say to him and he immediately snaps out.

"My apologizes" He says then shifts in his seat.

"I didn't know she's your child" I heard Gabriel peep out.

"She isn't but I have grown to love her like she is my child like we are all gods children, no?" I say and ask him because I wasn't really religious growing up.

"Yes you are" he says. "I'm sorry about earlier" he apologizes.

"No it is fine" I say then Judith falls asleep, Rick takes off his coat and makes a little bed for her, I lay her down and I cares het cheek with my knuckles.

I take a seat in front of Gabriel and I make sure he's looking me in the eye.

"But it you so far as hurt any of these people in this room in any way, I will make sure you will die by my hand screaming" I say in a lowered tone and he gulps. "Do I make myself clear?" I say raising an eyebrow.

"Crystal" he squeaks out and I immediately smile as if nothing happened.

"Good then we have no problems, yes?" I say tapping his cheek with the palm of my hand making him jump a little bit.

I look over my shoulder by the sound outside of the church, I grab machete then I walk out the doors.

I see someone packing up a car then when they noticed me they jumped.

"Jesus! What the hell are you doing?" She exclaims and I recognize it's Carol.

"I should be asking you the same thing" I snap back.

"Go back inside" Carol says still packing stuff up into the trunk.

"No I am not just going back inside where are you going"

"It's none of your business"

"It is if your leaving" I exclaim back and when we heard something in the bushes we turned our heads towards it, turns out it's just Daryl.

"What's goin on?" He questions slinging over his shoulder.

"She is leaving. Again" I say motioning my hand over to Carol and she huffs.

Before anyone could say anything else a navy blue car speeds from us making all of us snap our heads towards it.

"Start the car we need to follow them" Daryl exclaims.

"What? Why?-" Carol questions but he cuts her off.

"They took Beth come on lets go" Daryl yells then me and Carol rush into the car after Daryl.