*Attempted sexual assault*
*Mentions of past sexual assault*
*Mentions of self harm*
*Mentions of abuse*
*smut*You walk into the club, eyes are all on you. Your heart is racing as you walk up to the bartender, knowing you are fbi you ask for a vodka, he gives you water. "Are you okay agent" You nod your head.
You are there for about 15 minutes drinking and talking to the bartender when a man about 6'1 approaches, you are 5'7 so he still towers over you. "Hey beautiful" "Well hello there" you smile. "What is a pretty lady like you doing alone in a bar like this?" "that's him agent" you hear hotch say in your ear piece. "Well i'm just waiting for a guy like you" you wink. "Well how about i show you what a guy like me can do" you instantly feel sick. "go with him agent, we will follow. you glance at derek. then say "okay show me" you smiled. He grabs your hand and leads you beside the club. The alleyway is dark and empty. You are also out of sight of Aaron and the team. that makes you nervous. "So what's your name beautiful?" you don't know what to say so you make one up. "Kara" " Well that's a lovely name kara, i'm justin" you feel his hand reach up your thigh. " not so fast justin" you smile nervously. "Well you can't tell me what to do" your stomach drops. he starts to pull your dress up and his hand reaches right in your panties. And he covers your mouth. That's When you hear a gunshot.Justin falls immediately, blood gushing out of his side, Hotch and the team run over to you. Reid covering your almost naked body with his jacket. It wasn't until now that you instantly are in tears. You are hugging reid. He looks so angry. Rossi walks over to you and starts to hug you. That's when reid goes over and starts beating the unsub, derek and hotch try's to get him to stop but the teeth of justin are all over the floor. They finally get him off . "reid wait!" but he storms off. "Are you okay?" "Yeah i'm okay hotch" He looks at you, knowing you are lying. Emily and JJ have this look of sorriness in there eyes. "I'll take you to the jet" derek offers, picking you up.
You get back to your apartment around 4am, you sit in the shower for an hour, rubbing your skin almost raw trying to get the feeling of him touching you out of your mind. You finally are able to get to sleep. You wake up around 12 pm to a knock. You open the door to Spencer, his knuckles all bloody and bruised. He starts crying and hugging you. "I'm so sorry i couldn't help you, this is my fault, i shouldn't of let you go" he is sniffing "it's okay spencer." You hold eachother for awhile, then he speaks up. "y/n can i ask you something?" "uh yeah what is it ?" "why did you look so uncomfortable at the case briefing?" "you can't profile me spencer." "i know but it was so obvious."
"Well when i was around 18-19 i was in a bad relationship. We were together 2 years and he would hit me and force me to do things i didn't want to do, he wouldn't let me leave him. He would threaten suicide and self harm, and it eventually took me telling my parents and police officers to help me leave him, my dad was a police officer and i had to tell him almost everything. it ruined my love life for a long time" Spencer looked at you with anger and sadness in his eyes. He clenched his fist and hugged you. "Who was it?" "Who was what?" "Who was your ex y/n?" "Spence i'm not telling you that. it's over now." "Not for me it's not" You started to tear up again at the thought of your ex, and what just happened.
It's been about 2 months now since you went undercover, not only did you have to tell the team about your past but you had to convince hotch you were okay to go back on the field. "Tonight we are all going to have dinner!" Garcia is always excited to hang out with the team. "I'll bring some pasta, with no tofu" rossi glances at penelope as she giggles. You were so excited to have some quality time with the team. You and reid were great, you were best friends. Who occasionally hooked up and kissed before. "You are going tonight right?" "Yes are you going spence?" "If your there I wouldn't miss it for the world." you smile at him and pack up for the day.
You drive home and get ready for dinner, you have to get spencer at 5:30 and arrive at Rossi's at 6. You glance at the phone and it is 3:00. You grab a casual dress and jump in the showerBy the time you are done curling your hair and doing your makeup it is 5:00.
SPENCER:
:Hey i'm omw
:perfect can't wait to see you beautiful (:
:i could say the same <3You and spencer were in a sticky situation, you liked him a lot. But things were complicated. You didn't know if he actually liked you. Or if you jus flirted once in a while. "Hey" he jumps in your car "wow y/n you look stunning" "and you look amazing also spence." You arrive to rossi's and drink wine with some amazing pasta. After a few hours you are ready to leave with reid. "Hey wanna come to my place?" "Yeah for sure" you then drives to reid's apartment. You walk in and sit on the couch, you then motion him to come sit by you. "I had a lot of fun tonight" "As did i y/n" You looked at eachother for a spilt second and he pulled you in for a kiss. "Strip for me" you never heard spencer be so dominant, but you kinda liked it.. You Stand up and take off your clothes piece by piece. First your heels , then your dress, bra and underwear. "I wanna try something" "Well what do you wanna try?" you say questioning him. "Wanna be tied up ?" You blushed "Seriously?" "Yes." "Well then grab the ropes."
He then placed you on the bed, blind folded your eyes and grabbed each hand and foot, tying it to the bed frame, he touched every inch of your body. He then grabs your breast, pressing his lips against your nipple, swirling his tongue around your nipple. you soon feel him lift up your legs and you hear the sound of a belt buckle undo. You feel him swish his tongue on the inside of your thighs, then licking and rubbing your clit to where you almost climax. "Are you ready ?"
"Yes"
You feel him enter your pussy, penetrating you slowly. You grip around his shaft as he moans into your ear "You are so tight baby" Pulling out of you you feel the un tying of the ropes and you feel him flip you over, giving you 3 wacks and entering you again. As he is Lightly pulling your hair you climax. Moaning loudly. He then starts thrusting faster, "You're my dirty little whore aren't you ?" "yes daddy" you are about to cum again. You feel him fill you up with liquid and he takes off your blindfold. Sweating and panting he says "I'll go run you a bath"Okay guys i'm slowing adding bdsm, i plan on having them talk about being subs and doms soon! I'm sorry if this sucks lmao i'm trying.
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