the love within spencerxreader

chapter 16 - results

You had just shot and killed a man, He was a terrible person but even then. You killed him. You drop to the floor, hands i. your palms. "Y/n baby it's okay, he deserved it" You spit at him. "Oh really Spencer? Do you really think people deserve to die?" JJ looks at him wide eyed. "Of course not, but he was a bad person. If you didn't shoot him, he could of shot you, and took you away from me. Or he could of shot JJ and then he would of took her away from Henry." You look up at them, JJ is nodding in agreement. She offers you a hand and you accept it. Brushing off your pants.

You are exhausted from this day. Even a bit nauseous. "I'll be right back" You turn around and walk into the police station, once you are in you basically sprint to the bathroom, barely making it into the stall you hear someone walk in. You feel a hand on your back. "Are you okay?"
It's JJ. "Yeah I just feel a little sick from everything today" She gave you a look. And you knew what it meant. "When we get back we are still gonna take you to get that test okay?" "Okay" She rubs your back for a few seconds as you get up and look in the mirror. You freshen up as you leave for the Car ride home. You
ride in the back with Spencer and JJ and emily are in the front, JJ driving.

You must of fell asleep because when you woke up you were in Spencer's lap and in the BAU parking lot. "Hey sleepy head" "Hey Spence" You sit up rubbing your eyes. JJ exits the car and opens your door, "Hey I'll come see you tomorrow" You smile and She waves goodbye. You and Spencer get out. "You guys having breakfast again?" "No she's just gonna take me to the store then back home" "Oh okay, that works out then because i'm going to a lecture at the BAU, 12pm to 7pm" "Okay that's fine" He kisses your cheek as you arrive to his car. You will leave yours hear for now since you don't need it tomorrow anyway.

You arrive to your apartment complex, Spencer carries you in since you are very tired. He plops you in bed as he pulls down your pants and pulls off your shirt. He then get undressed and lays beside you. Giving you a kiss he says "Goodnight my love" "Goodnight Spence"

You wake up the next day without Spencer beside you. Looking at the time 12:41 you realized you have overslept. You look at the nightstand to see a note.

"Went to the BAU, be back home in a bit, i love you have fun with JJ"

- xoxo Spencer

You smile putting the note back down as you get up and call JJ. "Hey" "Yeah you can come now Spencer is gonna be gone for a bit." "Okay see you then" Since JJ is leaving to come get you, you decide to get dressed. Only putting on black leggings, spencer's cal tech sweatshirt and air forces. You feel nervous. What if i am pregnant? Should I keep it? What will Spencer think? That's when you hear Knocking at the door. You answer it "Hey you ready?" You give a slight nervous smile. "I guess so" As you walk down the stairs she try's to comfort you. "Everything will be okay y/n" You walk and enter her car. "I know I know i'm just worried about what to think because of spencer" She starts driving to CVS and she puts her hand on your knee "You and Spencer would be wonderful parents" You smile at her.

You arrive at the drugstore and walk in with JJ. You reach for a test as she stops you. "No no no try these" She hands you a test. "This is early detecting and these are the ones I used when I found out I was pregnant with henry" You look at the box "Right Right" You walk up to the counter paying for the test. You are tightly gripping it in your hand as you enter JJ's car when she starts it and carries on and on about how good of a mom you'd be. As you enter your complex she stops the car. "I hope you know that no matter what you decide I support it, even if your not ready to have a kid" You give her a weak smile as tears begin to flood your eyes. "Thank you"

You unlock your door, checking to make sure Spencer isn't there before pulling the test out of your purse. JJ and you walk to the bathroom as she unwraps it and explains the directions. You pee on the stick and lie it down on the counter while you hug JJ. "I'm so scared" She hugs you back. After about 10 minutes "It's ready." "Okay" She looks at you before picking up the test. She looks down. " Its negative"
Your heart stops. You're not pregnant. You rush and give her a hug. "Thank god" "See I told you y/n everything would be fine" You look at the time. It's almost 7. JJ takes the test and leaves as you couldn't be more relieved you weren't pregnant.

Soon after JJ leaves Spencer arrives, you unlock the door and give him a kiss. "I missed you so much" "I missed you too baby" He sits and tells you about the lecture then he stops. "I'm gonna get in the shower but pick a movie for us out when i'm done" You nod in agreement as Spencer walks to the bathroom. A few minutes later he walks out with a confused look on his face. He is holding the pregnancy test box. You must of left it on the counter as you forget to give it to JJ.

"Y/n are you" "Spencer I was gonna tell you but I haven't had the time I" "So are you" "No no i'm not" You give him a smile of relief. "Oh" when he says it you can't help but notice he looks a little sad. You get up and walk towards him. "Why did you want a baby?" "No i mean well if you were pregnant I would be pretty happy, but it's fine that your not" He gives you a slight smile. You hug him "Hey look, I promise we will have a baby eventually" "You promise?" "Yes" "Well until then we can practice" He says as he runs his fingers down your shirt. "I'd like that doctor" He smiles widely as he pulls you in for a kiss.

HEY HEY ITS ME GUBE. OKAY SO yeah i posted 2 chapters tonight so i wouldn't leave you hanging on the pregnancy. So you're welcome. There will be smut next chapter btw. I love you !