Everything We Wanted

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(Billie's POV)
I woke up with a pounding headache. I groaned as I sat up, rubbing my eyes. Instead of seeing Aleah cuddled up next to me I was woken to an empty bed and silence. Memories of last night flooded my mind.

Damn. I really fucked up....again.

Walking into the bathroom I caught sight of myself in the mirror and holy shit I looked rough. My hair was a mess, my eyes were still slightly red and a little swollen I guess from crying.

"Jesus fuck." I mumbled to myself.
I took a shower to attempt to get myself together before I went to see Aleah. If she even wanted to see me that is. I didn't have a lot of time considering I had a show later tonight and it was the middle of the day.

After I had washed up and fixed my appearance I headed off to Finns room. I just hope she'll talk to me.

I knocked on the door several times.
"Finneas come on open the door, I just wanna talk to her." A few minutes later the door opened.

"She's not here. Her and mom went out a few hours ago." He said while crossing his arms. "Billie what the hell where you thinking?"

I shook my head as he brought me into the room. "I don't know, I wasn't thinking." I sat down on his bed, rubbing my hands over my face. "I've been stressed out recently and I just..wanted something to make me forget about it all for a while."

"Billie if you're stressed then you need to talk to someone about it. We're all here for you whenever you need us."

"Yeah I know, it was a stupid mistake. Do you know when they'll be back?"

He shook his head no and I sighed.

"Did you do or take anything else?" He asked. I shook my head. "Talk to her Billie. Really talk to her." I nodded my head, walking back to my room.

I paced back and forth as I tried to figure out what to do. I texted her a couple times but she didn't respond which I should've expected.
I decided to at least try calling her.

Ring...
Ring...
Ring..
"What do you want Billie?" She answered. Pretty harshly, well guess I deserve that.

"Um I texted you." I said.

"Yeah I know I got them. What do you want?" She asked again.

"I just wanna talk to you. Like seriously talk to you. Can you uhh come back?"

I heard her sigh, mumbling something to my mom. "Sure. I'll be back soon." She said, this time a little softer.

"Thank you." I stated before hanging up.
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(Aleah's POV)
Just hear her out. Billie is always one to do something irrational without thinking first. I thought to myself.

We left the mall we were at, heading back to hotel. When I got back to my room I saw Billie pacing back and forth, biting down on her lower lip nervously.

The door shutting caught her attention and she snapped her head in my direction.

"You got 5 minutes." Was all I said before sitting in the desk chair.

"Okay I know I fucked up...yet again and I'm so sorry. I mean it. I know that it hurt you which was never my intent and Leah I'm so so sorry that I broke my promise to you."

"Why did you do it?" I asked her. She sighed shaking her head.

"I was stressed..and I-I wanted something that would make me forget about everything for a little while. It was a stupid impulsive decision that I'm pretty sure cost me more than I thought it would. I'm sorry about everything I said every single thing I said I take it all back, I'm so so sorry."