Everything We Wanted

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(Billie's POV)
"Baby I promise it won't be that long, just a couple of months. 7 at most, we can plan inbetween and whenever I get the chance okay? I promise everything will be fine."

Aleah was upset with me because I was supposed to be going back on tour for a couple months. "I thought you were going to take a break anyway, I can't plan this wedding by myself."

"And you won't. Look, if you really want me too I can try and talk to my managers and cut it back a few months. I just wanna do one last little mini tour before I settle down okay?" I cupped her face as I looked her in the eyes. She sighed as she placed her hands over mine.

"Okay. Fine." I knew she was still upset. I brought her in for a hug, her head cradled perfectly under my chin and on my chest.
"Mama please don't be upset with me."

"I'm not I just... I'm gonna miss you a lot. I've never been apart from you for so long."

Leah had work so she wouldn't be coming with me for this tour.
"I know angel, I'm sorry I wish you could come with me."

"So do I baby but look, you're here now. And you don't leave until tomorrow. So let's talk wedding! I've always wanted to have a spring wedding! But then again I also get very hot very easily so now I'm like rethinking it but it'd be cute to have all sorts of flowers and stuff like lined up down the isle..."

God, I could listen to her talk about this forever. She's so cute when she rambles, well when she's excited. Her face lights up and sometimes she'll scrunch up her nose in the cutest way when she's thinking.

"...what do you think?" She asked me. Shit I zoned out.

"Ummm yes?"

She scoffed at me, "Billie! Were you even listening?"

"Well I was but I couldn't stop thinking about how cute you looked when you were talking." I smiled at her.

"Oh stop it. I said should we have lilies or roses?"

"What if we get both? It'd be like a nice mix you know? Whatever you want baby is fine."

"Are you gonna say that for everything?" She lightly rolled her eyes as she giggled.

"Maybe, maybe not who knows. Now come on let's go shower I'm tired and I wanna cuddle you as much as I can before I leave." I kissed her forehead and we went upstairs to shower.

(Aleah's POV)
As I stood in front of the mirror while Billie got dressed I looked at myself. Nothing bad I was just thinking.

"Baby, you're not picking on yourself are you?" Billie asked. I used to stand in front of the mirror and pick out every bad thing I saw about myself.

"No I was just thinking."

"About what mamas? It's not bad is it?"

"Depends. Do you ever think about having kids?" I asked. I took a deep breath as Billie came up behind me. She wrapped her arms around my waist and layed her head on my shoulder.

"Of course I do mama, do you?"

"...Yeah, do you want to?"

"Well of course I do baby, but it's gonna have to wait. I wanna be married to you first." She kissed my shoulder as I smiled. "Now come on, let's get some sleep."

We climbed into bed and I cuddled into Billie's side as she stroked my hair. "Can you sing that song you wrote for us?" I asked her. She lightly blushed and smiled.

"Sure mama," she started to softly sing the melody to her new song and just like that, I started dozing off. Before I fully fell asleep I felt a kiss to my forehead, I heard Billie whisper.

"Goodnight baby, I love you so much." And like that, I was out.

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A/N
This chapter was short sorry.

Love y'all!
Stay hydrated, stay beautiful, stay safe and wear your masks.

-Hayden❤️