Everything We Wanted

-7- ✅

-2 months later-

(Billie's POV)
Today was an easier day, I had two interviews and one photo shoot. I can do this. I FaceTimed Leah as I got ready.

"Hey baby." She said raspily, god her morning voice is so sexy.

"Hi mama, did I wake you up?"

"No no you're fine baby, it's okay. What are you doing?" She asked.

"I'm getting ready for an interview, well 2 then I have a photo shoot later today." I told her.

"Ohh, can I see the pictures when they come out??" She asked.

"Baby I'm sure they'll be all over the internet, but yes I will show them to you. How have you been sleeping mama? Are you getting sleep?" Even though it had been almost 2 months since her last panic attack I was still worried she hasn't been sleeping.

"Yes baby I'm sleeping. The nightmares are still there but they're less frequent. I'm okay bubs, I promise."

"Okay, I'm sorry I'm being so harsh I just...Leah I love you so much, I don't want anything bad to happen to you."

"I know baby, I love you too but you can't protect me from everything." she told me. I sighed deeply. That's exactly what I didn't want to hear. I wanted to protect her with everything I had in me. I wanted to be her shield from the outside world.

"I know." I said I quietly.

"I love you Bil, and I appreciate you looking out for me baby, but some things I just have to do on my own." I cracked a small smile at her words.

"I know, and I love you for that mama."

"I love you too Bil, now go to your interview baby."

"Alright I'll call you later okay?"

"Yes baby now go before you're late." She rushed me.

"Okay okay bye!"

She hung up and I left to go to my interview.

(Interviewer in italic, Billie in bold)

"Hello everybody and welcome back! Today we have the amazing BILLIE EILISH with us! How are doing today Billie?"

"I'm doing good thank you! I'm glad to be here. How are youu?"

"I'm great thank you! So Billie I'm sure you've heard the rumors going around that you're thinking about quitting the music business?? What do you think about that?"

*sighs heavily* man those rumors are fucking stupid. Music is my life bro, all I'm doing is taking a break from touring. I'll still be makin music and shit but dude, I'm like 22 I've been doin this shit since I was like 13, gimmie a break. *laughs*

"I see so this mini tour you're doing now is the last one for a while?"

"Correct yes, I wanted to do a small tour before I settled down for a while."

"That's right! Cause you're engaged aren't you?"

*smiles cutely* yes I am, been engaged for a couple months now."

"Are you excited about getting married? Aleah is it?"

"Yes that is her, bro I am beyond excited. That girl...man she's my everything dude. I love her so fucking much it's insane. I never knew you could love somebody so much."