Speak Up

Hopeless (Chapter 15)

Authors Note

 I don't have anything to say besides that I'm gonna stop doing authors note unless there is something I need to tell you guys and bye!

Kai P.O.V.

 It has been 3 weeks since Zandra was in the hospital;my parents would visit on the weekends and talk to her telling her that she was amazing,tell her she was beautiful and just wishing they were able to talk to her. "Zandra please wake up, Kai needs you." my mom said with a slight smile on her face but her eyes were full of worry "Kai Zandra is welcome to stay with us we will be clearing out the guest room for her." My dad said; my mom and dad agreed to let Zandra stay once she wakes up.

 I stared at Zandra; her electric blue hair, her pale face ,her small lips everything about her is perfect. I sat up and leaned over her "Zandra please wake up its been 3 weeks since you were here and it feels like centuries; I'm feeling hopeless I feel lost without you,I never knew how my life was before I met you. Please do something move or blink just do something Zandra I'm falling apart." I broke into tears again.

 It has been 5 months now since Zandra has been in a coma. "Zandra today is my birthday, but it dosen't feel like a birthday cause your not here right now looking at me, talking to me." I took a deep breath trying to hold the tears back "Zandra I keep saying this, but I just want you to wake up; just fucking wake up god damn it! Its been 5 months since I've seen you open your eyes; Please Zandra please wake up." I got up and walked across the room, out of anger I punched the wall which formed a hole in the wall "God damn it!" I felt like I wanted to pull my hair out and scream my head out. I paced back and forth trying to keep my mind together. She has to wake up if she dosen't then I'm lost I can't do this anymore I can't keep living like this if shes gone, gone and I can't see her anymore if I don't...; I was zoned out of my thoughts once the docter came in.

 "Kai I'm sorry,but she has 2 days left until she has to be taken of life support." The docter looked at me with concern "N-no this can't happen,no you can't do that!" I walked up to Zandra looking at her "You can't take her away from me,and you can't take her life away from her she lost everything and you can't take this away from her." I said "I'm sorry but it has been 5 months since she has been here and there's nothing left to do." The docter walked out leaving me and Zandra alone. My vision blurred and I fell to the floor "Zandra...Zandra wake up please I'm losing it." I looked back up at her and stared at her.

 It was 5 months 4 weeks 2 days specifically since Zandra has been in a coma. Zandra school is already almost over I've sacrificed everything for you just to see you wake up; see you wake up and be the first person to see those eyes open and I want to be the first person you see once you come back from reality. 

 I rested my head on my hands, and looked at Zandra before I fast asleep.