Speak Up

The Idea (Chapter 27)

Zandra P.O.V

 "I'm gonna miss this place honestly." I turned around, and saw Kai leaning against the balcony door frame. "Well since were done with school; do you wanna go to college with me in California?" Kai looked at me with a slight smile on his face, but he was trying to hide it by scratching his head and looking down at the floor. "Heck yeah." I jumped and ran to him and hugged him. "Really?" Kai pulled me back with the happiest shocked face "Well yeah because ever since I was little I've always wanted to live in California like duh isn't it obvious." I threw my arms out showing the beach. Kai just chuckled, and leaned in to kiss me.

  We arrived at the airport two hours ahead of time just to get through the rough part first. "Why is it so frustrating to get through security check!" I leaned against the back of the chair, pulling the beanie down my face. I felt hands pull the beanie back. I looked up, and saw Kai sit there with a smile "Why are you so happy?" I said sitting straight up "Because its alot less frustrating when your hear because I love seeing you." I leaned in to Kai hugging him "Your cute you know that." I said; Kai pulled back flipping his hair out of his eyes "Yeah I know its how I get the girls." Kai looked at me, I laughed. We waited for a hour until our flight arrived.

 Kai P.O.V.

 "Finally were here!" I threw my arms out and was on my knee. I was on the drive way of my house, and I saw Zandra stare at me "Your so dramatic." Zandra walked in the house through the garage door.

 "Hey Zan-." I stopped myself by putting my hands on the door frame, and saw Zandra sleeping on her bed. I quietly grabbed her throw blanket that was on her chair, and threw it over her then walked out the door back to my room. I kinda got tired also, so I changed and went to sleep.

 "Kai Kai Kaiiii!" I woke up to Zandra holding a cannon, and she was staring down at me. "What?" I laid my head back down. "Do you wanna film a video with me?" Zandra pouted her lips, cause she knew I was camera shy "What for?" I was half asleep, but I was still listening "I wanna do something for my channel." "YouTube?" "Yeah." I sat up. "You have a channel?" I rubbed my eyes and scratched my head "Well yeah, but since so much has happened I have neglected it." Zandra sat on the corner of my bed "Well how badly do you want me to film it with you?" I said "Badly." "Okayyy." extending the Y.

 I just slipped on a red and black flannel,and did my hair by just flipping it to the right side of my face. Once I splashed water on my face just to wake me up I slipped on my glasses and walked to Zandra's room. She was wearing a plain black shirt which made her hair a brighter blue. "Ready?" Zandra brushed the hair that fell in the way of her face "Yeah." we both sat on a chest that was at the foot of Zandra's bed.

Zandra's P.O.V.

 "Hi my name is Zandra, and here with Kai." I smiled "You sound like your doing an interview with me." Kai laughed, and I laughed along; which lightened up the tense that surrounded us. I clicked record for the second time. "Hi my name is Zandra and I'm here with my boyfriend Kai." I smiled, and Kai smiled along.

  I took a deep breath. "First before I get started on why I'm mainly here is that I'm sorry I barley post videos on this channel, and this is the first time actually showing my face, but since there is something I'm about to tell you I felt like this should be the time were I actually show my face, and there's a reason behind this." I took another deep breath, and looked at Kai; he had a shocked look on his face, but he took my hand and squeezed it. "When I was twelve I was bullied for the way I dressed and for the way I looked like. It was a group of girls they would always push me against the lockers which bruised my back, they would call me names, and things you can never imagine happening to a twelve year old, but it happened. In high school it got worse everybody started hating me for the fake rumors, and it got worse and worse I couldn't even stand it." I talked about my high school days and how horrible it was, and everything from my bullying story to my child abuse story. "Now that I have told you my story I want to let you guys know that no matter what you guys can go through this with or without anybody your gonna go through this, and your gonna go fight through this." I looked at Kai "I  want you to wake up every morning saying 'I'm alive I am here and I'm gonna go through this' and every night you go to bed I want you to say 'I made it now for the next day'." Kai looked at me with a smile. I was shocked cause this was the first time Kai actually said something the whole time I was talking. "Okay I will see you later and bye!" I waved my hand "Bye." Kai said doing the same thing also. I used my hand to cover the camera, and stopped recording.

 "Woah." Kai took a deep breath "Yeah I know." I took the card out of the camera and got ready to start editing. "Is there anything you want me to help you with?" Kai's body was half way out the door "Yeah can we get food once I'm done?" still looking at my computer screen "Yeah."

  I spent half of the time editing then went to go out and eat with Kai after that went back to editing.