♡𝙸 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞♡ (Hisoka x reader)

〔Its been a long, long time〕

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I was assigned to a new mission. I hadn't been on any missions for about 2 years, so I made sure to accept the best mission they could offer me.

The mission was to assassinate a magician named, Hisoka. They say, that this magician is really strong and every assassin they sent to kill him never came back. Some were found dead and some ran away out of fear.

I will not do the same, I will kill him and bring them his head. They will acknowledge me and see that I'm the strongest. Everyone will be scared of me.

The Zoldyck family shall see this too, they will pay for what they've done and especially that monster. That monster that even my mouth is too ashamed to call his name out loud.

Flashback

"Father no. Please. I don't want to do this," I cried and fell to the ground. "Y/N, hurry up and kill him. I do not have a son this weak and you do not have a brother like that. The Zoldyck family will laugh at us, knowing we have such a weakling as a family member. He's a shame to our family and that's why he will be executed and you are the one to do that. You have to show me that you are worthy enough to be an assassin, a successor of me."

I looked into my scared brother's eyes. His usual big bright eyes filled with joy were lost in the darkness and had left a few glimpses of fear behind. He was crying, hoping his beloved sister won't do what she was told.

I looked at the knife in my hand, the knife my father had given me. "I'm not doing this, he is only 6 years old. As his sister, I will train him and he'll be a great assassin. The Zoldycks will see that too, so let him live father."

"You brat, I told you to kill him already, do it now or I will use my nen," My father said as he was furious. I couldn't believe my ears.

Our beloved father had just given a role to his daughter to kill her own brother. How could I do this to my own brother? I'm older and stronger than him, I should protect him. Even if it will cost my life I'll still not kill him.

Suddenly I felt a headache, my body started to move on its own. I didn't have any control over my body, it felt like I was in a dream. My body got closer to my brother and stopped in front of him.

My arm started to rise on its own. My hand got closer to his head holding the knife. I realized my father was controlling me, his nen type is manipulation. "PLEASE STOP!" I yelled, but my hand got even closer.

The knife went through the thick skull of my brother. Blood was splattering all over me, I was a mess. I felt the blood on my face, the scent of it went through my nose.

'This is the scent of my brother's blood,' I thought. My mind was blank and a sudden urge to cry had entered my body. But for some reason, tears had lost their way out, as if anger dried them.

Blankly staring at the dead body of my beloved little brother I thought,  'May you rest in peace. I'm very sorry I couldn't protect you. I'm a disappointment. Don't worry, I will get your revenge, I will be the most feared assassin, without my father's help. I'll kill him after that, with my own hands. Just wait, your blood will not be left on the floor.'

End of flashback

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'I probably should do some research on this magician'. I did all the research I could. I found out, that he was going to participate in the Hunter exam.