I'm ADHD (a random book)

Ok I Need To Rant (Dreams)

Feel free to ignore all this, I just needed to get some of it out, and this was the only way I could think to do it.

It freaking feels like there's some malicious higher entity controlling my dreams or something because they are getting smarter.

Let me explain.

So if you've sort of followed my dream experiences that I've put on this website, then you'll know that I get injured frequently in all sorts of not fun ways in my dreams, and that I've pretty much gotten used to it and it doesn't bother me anymore. Well my dreams seemed to have realised this, because they've been trying new things recently. One of the things they tried was instead of hurting me, hurting the people around me in my dream and leaving me powerless to do anything. Thank goodness they've been fictional people so far, don't know what is do if they were someone I actually knew irl. (Fictional either as I'm a fictional character and it's another one of the characters in that fandom, or sometimes my dreams give me dream friends that I've known for a long time in this dream universe). After the first time when I'm woke up freaked out, my dreams decided this was a good route and kept doing it.

So that has freaking sucked this past week, and I've been sort of half wishing that it would go back to just me being the whumpee in the dreams.

I got my wish last night. I take it back.

So turns out I haven't experienced every single injury out there in my dreams. My dream got creative last night and did something I never would've thought of, and also never want to experience again.

I don't want to go into a lot of detail because I hate excessive gore, but let's just say my arm got skinned. I didn't even see it because my head was pressed to the side into the ground, but the feeling of it was so real that I could literally point to the exact spots where it happened.

Can I just go back to weird adventures with the occasional stabbing, please!?!?

Sorry about this, I just really needed to rant.