Secrets (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Mentions eating disorder
-Mentions binge and throwing up

Dream's POV

I spent almost an hour and a half in the supermarket, since I was alone and I had no idea where everything was. After a while I paid for everything and stepped in the car we hired. I bought a lot of stuff and threw it in the car. We had to go to the airport in about an hour.

I bought some sandwiches too to eat with George. He texted me that he told Sapnap about his eating disorder and I was proud of him. I went back home and parked the car, walking inside after. George looked at me as I entered the house and he smiled. Sapnap was standing next to him.

'You told him?' I whispered.

Sapnap nodded. 'About his eating disorder, yes.'

I gave George a small and quick hug and showed him the sandwiches I bought. I bought three.

'Do you like some cheese on them?'

George nodded. I prepared the sandwiches and for George we went upstairs to eat them. He ate slowly and Sapnap looked at me and him.

'But Dream walked in on you purging right?'

George nodded and turned red. 'It's a little awkward.'

'But may I ask what happened?'

'I heard throwing up sounds from downstairs and I looked around me and George was gone. So I walked downstairs and saw the kitchen was full of empty packages, so I ran to the toilet and George was sitting there on his knees and he had clearly thrown up.'

'Let's just forget about that, alright?' he awkwardly said.

I grabbed his hand and smiled. 'It's fine George, there is no need to be ashamed, you have a disorder.'

George smiled, but his eyes filled with tears. 'It's just such a big scar what they said to me. I wish I would have never listened, but they body shamed me for so long, I just believed it.'

'Have you ever been fat?'

George shrugged. 'No, but I ate a lot.' He suddenly bursted into tears. 'It all started when I was 17 and when I turned 18 I started binging and purging.'

'That's going on for so long.'

'I binged and purged everyday at first. Now it's just once a week or something. It's when I starved myself to whole day.'

'What do you want to eat this midday?'

'I don't know,' he muttered. 'Not something too unhealthy.'

I nodded understanding. 'I can make us a salad?'

I saw George nodding. 'That's good.'

Before we knew it was an hour later and most of us went to the airport to meet up with Quackity, Ranboo, Punz and Karl. The rest couldn't come unfortunately. I stayed at home with George and Sapnap. We didn't do much, I just noticed myself staring at George constantly. He was just so beautiful.

'Hey Gogy?' Sapnap suddenly said.

'Yeah?'

'What if we edit that one video to-.' I didn't listen anymore. Why was George this beautiful? Why did my stomach fill with butterflies as soon as I looked at him? I suddenly felt someone kick my leg.

'Are you gay or something?' Sapnap laughed out loud because of his own joke.

I turned completely red and looked at George.

'Why would I suddenly be gay? Bro, that's just mean so randomly.'

'Sorry, it was just a joke.'

'Well, it wasn't funny. Why did you even say it?'

'You were staring at George.'

'I was just zoned out, you know I have ADHD. Don't be such a dick.'

'Dude, are you homophobic or whatever?'

'You're the one making it seem like you're homophobic. If I would be gay, you really just called me out there.'

'Well, are you?'

'No, shit off.'

Sapnap stood up and grabbed my hand. 'Keep calm, I'm sorry okay? I didn't mean to offend you or to call you out or whatever. I'm sorry, okay?'

'It's fine, just don't do it in the future.'

George had been watching me the whole time, he of course knew I actually liked boys. He luckily didn't say anything about it.

'Sap, you're actually so dumb,' George giggled. 'Why are you this direct, dude?'

'Whatever, you guys just suck,' Sapnap grinned. 'Whatever, I'm going to grab a drink and a snack.'

He walked away and I looked at George.

'Thanks, dude,' I whispered.

'Of course, I got you.'

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