Secrets (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Mentions eating disorder
-Mentions throwing up/binging

George's POV

Apparently I fell asleep in Dream's arms and it was almost lunch time when I woke up. Dream was still laying down next to me, playing some sort of game on his phone. He looked at me when I woke up and smiled.

'How are you feeling, baby?'

'A little better.'

'You look a little better, baby. You looked very sick and pale, but you have a little more colour on your face now.'

I smiled softly and kissed his cheek.

'Do you want to go downstairs, Georgie?'

'Yeah.'

We walked downstairs, hand in hand and everyone made us lunch already. I could only smile and appreciate what they did for us. After lunch Dream stood up and he grabbed my hands.

'Georgie, I actually planned something for today.'

I looked at him a little confused. 'What?'

'I will take you on a date. And because you don't like food, I didn't go to a restaurant or something, but I just planned a walk through the forest nearby. I prepared some stuff and we can sit down further in. I made a spot for us.'

I had tears in my eyes and I kissed him shortly. 'I love you so much, thank you so much.'

'You deserve it.'

After we ate lunch we left to walk to the nearby forest and Dream grabbed my hand tightly. We walked in a comfortable silence, both enjoying our hands in each other's. Dream had a slight blush on his face and his lips were constantly curled into a small smile. He looked at me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

'I love you so much, George. I really do.'

We stood still and I hugged him.

'Come, just a little further and we can sit.'

I nodded and we walked for five more minutes. I looked around me and saw a blanket on the ground with a wooden bench. The sun was shining through the leaves of the trees and it looked beautiful. I looked at Dream and he looked even more beautiful in this light.

'You're actually so gorgeous,' I muttered.

'Says the one whose absolutely perfect.'

'Oh shut up, I will kiss you.'

Dream smirked. 'Oh no, I'm so scared now. Aah, I will die now! Help, he will kiss me if I won't shut up!'

'Idiot,' I grinned.

'I'm so scared, I'm not shutting up. What if you kiss me?'

'I might have to now.'

'Oh no, my boyfriend will kiss me. I'm totally not in love with him and I totally don't like kissing him.'

I bursted into laughter as I grabbed his shoulders. 'Well, you deserve it.'

I was still giggling softly as I pressed my lips against his. He smiled through the kiss too, and hugged me tight against his body as we kissed. We sat down on the bench and continued the kiss.

'I love you so much, Georgie.'

'Do you still love me even though I have bulimia?'

'More than anything.'

'What did you think when I told you about it?'

'I felt so sorry for you and I could only think of helping you as much as possible.'

'Have you ever been disgusted about me making myself throw up?'

'No, not at all. I of course wished you wouldn't do it, but I understand the reason behind it. When we first met up, I noticed the wounds on your hands, but I just didn't expect something like this.'

He grabbed my hands and kissed my knuckles. 'But baby, you didn't purge last night. It might have been a hell, but you did it.'

I smiled softly and nodded. 'True, I tried really hard.'

'I know you did.'

'I couldn't do it without you.'

'I will be with you after every single time you binge.'

'Really?'

'Yes, and next time. Directly wake me up, or directly call me.'

'But when I go back to England?'

'You can call me whenever you want. And maybe we can finally do what we always wanted to do. Move in together?' he said shyly.

'Oh, Dream. I would love that more than anything in this whole freaking world.'

'Together, getting old together. Always being with each other, definitely now we are- you know- a couple.'

'I couldn't wish for more.'

With that, we hugged each other tightly, pressing soft kissed on each other's cheeks.

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