Secrets (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Mentions abuse
-Mentions eating disorder
-Mentions homophobia

George's POV

Dream pressed his lips on mine and I accepted it happily. I immediately kissed back, grabbing his shoulders to pull him even closer to my body. He didn't want to kiss me as long as Punz was around, so I immediately took my chance now he did kiss me. He crawled next to me in bed whilst kissing me and held me tight.

When we heard footsteps on the stairs we quickly broke apart. We were still cuddling in bed, but I didn't care about anyone seeing that. The door slowly opened and Sapnap walked in.

'I'm sorry,' he whispered.

'You're too late with that. You're a freaking liar and I'm actually so mad at you.'

'You're not the only one with problems, Dream.'

'Oh, you must have so many problems, problems with being freaking homophobic. Go away and leave us alone.'

'I'm not homophobic, I told George to kiss you again, because that idiot didn't even realise he is gay.'

'Why didn't you stick up for us? George got completely beaten up and you did nothing.'

'I WAS SCARED OKAY.'

'Scared? And getting your best friends beaten up isn't something you're scared for?'

'You guys just don't need to complain so freaking much, you- I'm sorry.'

'We complain?' I whispered. 'I complain about binging and purging? He complains about getting so much hate every single day? Do we?'

'I don't even have a dad anymore.'

'I moved out when I was seventeen because my parents want me to be so perfect but I'm not. Because I'm gay.'

'You just complain. I wish I had parents as you.'

'Do you? Do you wish to have been mentally abused for seventeen years?'

'Better than losing my dad.'

'You're such a dick. I'm very sorry that you lost your dad. At first I thought we were friends, but if you didn't tell me a single freaking thing, how am I supposed to know? Losing your dad is awful and I'm very sorry, but acting like my life is better, you're such a dick. I'm scarred because of everything that happened, I have been mentally abused my whole life, it got so bad that I didn't even want to show my face anymore. I moved out when I was freaking seventeen because I know my mum will kill me if she knows I'm gay.'

'As if you tell me anything. You're saying you can't trust me and I'm a liar here, but you didn't even tell me you were gay and you were secretly freaking kissing with George. I thought I was your friend.'

'I WASN'T READY TO COME OUT, is that so hard to understand?'

'But you told George and not me.'

'Because I walked in on him throwing up, I wanted him to feel like he wasn't the only one with problems. I almost passed out when I told it to him, and I didn't want to go to that stress again. I can't help the fact I kissed George and didn't immediately run towards you to tell it. If you kissed with a girl, you wouldn't directly tell me. Some things are private, I didn't know George told you anything and I didn't want to out him.'

'You really think I'm just exaggerating about my bulimia,' I whispered with tears in my eyes. 'You really just think he complains about being abused? Just leave, Nick. Just leave. I'm sorry to hear about your dad, but that doesn't make up for the things you said. Leave us alone, okay? Just leave us alone now.'

'I'm sorry for saying you complain, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry.'

'Just leave us for a little now,' I said.

Sapnap nodded and closed the door behind him. Dream immediately bursted into tears and crawled up in my arms. I held him tight as I kissed his cheek.

'You never complained about the mental abuse, you didn't even tell him so you could have never complained about it.'

'You didn't complain about your eating disorder.'

'He didn't mean it, he was just mad. I just don't want to see him right now.'

'Can we kiss once more?' Dream whispered.

'Of course,' I answered as I softly pressed my lips on his.

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