A New Face (KAI PARKER AND READER)

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Kai and I have been in this hell house for 7 months.

7 FUCKING MONTHS.

I love him as a friend, and we've established that.

But the truth is that he confessed and I didnt feel the same, which was a big lie, but I didnt want a label on myself. I wanted to be free and out of someone's control. I felt that if he was officially mine and I was his, that we'd be different around each other. I didnt want to stop him from being himself, from doing the things hes always wanted to do, I didnt want to hold him back from that. But more importantly, I didn't want him to do that with me. I'm always someone's, or something's, I'm never just free.

I was my fathers, then Klaus's and then I couldn't even be free because I was put in here. I didn't want to become under someone's control and then cave under myself.

Me and him were friends, we were always together which is normal because we are the only one we have. He started learning and reading about how to get out. I asked him not to tell me much about it unless he needed help because I didnt want to get my hopes up, and he respected that.

I knew no one would, but I just wanted someone to come here and save us. Or at least have more company, being with Kai was anything I would've needed but I still wanted more, the selfishness in me started to show more and more every day and I felt ashamed.

After Washington we went back home, went back to our normal every day life. Music, laughter, games, and of course the obvious.

Food and more food.

He somehow convinced me to ride in a plane as he flew it. It didnt go as bad as I thought.

"Let me siphon some of your magic."

"Umm what?"

"Magic. Help fly the plane. It's really very easy, y/n."

"No! How would you need my magic to fly a plane? If you need it then I'm not doing it!"

"Just- trust me, y/n! Pleaseee." He gave me puppy dog eyes and he held out his hand, I scoffed and put my hand in his.

"Now, Angel. No resisting, I dont want to overwhelm you so just let it happen." I nodded and he started taking my magic.

I groaned and he smiled, he did whatever you need to do to turn on the plane and started going. I squeezed my eyes shut as my body stuck to the seat. He let go of my hand and the plane left the ground.

"Your fine, y/n," He set his hand on my thigh and squeezed, making me feel comforted at the time.

"All this is helping me do is making sure it doesnt crash. So chill, Angel." I scoffed and grabbed his wrist and moved it off of my leg, even though I wanted his hands all over me.

"Keep your hands to yourself, Kai." I looked out the window.

"Are you sure we are supposed to be up here this high?"

"In order to not plummet to the ground and die a fiery death? Yes, Angel, we need to be this high. I'll turn around and land. You are doing amazing, thank you for trusting me."

I took a deep breath and realized that he was trying to comfort me, so I let him. We landed safely and from that moment on I'd never let him fly me in a plane again.

But I guess it could've gone worse.

I was reading one of the many diaries Stefan wrote while walking to the kitchen, and foolishly I ran into a wall trying to get to the kitchen and hurt my eye.

"Hey!" He said as he flipped a pancake in the air.

"How you feeling?" He asked from behind his shoulder.