A New Face (KAI PARKER AND READER)

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Today was the day of the wedding. Today Ric and Jo were getting married.

My problem was that I havent seen Kai since the day I told him to leave, and I've seen the Mikaelsons every day to fight since then.

Him not being here was eating away at me. He wasn't there to make dumb ass comments and jokes, he wasnt there to annoy anyone. But mainly he wasnt there for me. He was no longer holding me at night or winking at me. He was no longer listening to my problems when I needed someone to talk. He was no longer trying to get into my pants or convince me we could be more than friends.

Now he was just gone.

Like he dropped off the face of the earth. Bonnie said that he had been with her for 2 days before he left her too.

Now I didnt know if hed come back home, or if I'd ever see him again.

I rolled out of bed and walked downstairs, feeling drained of life, wanting to punch everything I saw.

"Y/n, I don't know where you've been running off to this past week but you cant leave today. Your not my responsibility today, Damon promised me that. I put a dress out for you in the kitchen next to some eggs, toast and apple slices. You've got 3 hours to be at the reception with a clean dress, hair done and full face of makeup." Caroline instructed.

"3 hours?!" I asked rubbing my eye.

"Its not my fault you decide to sleep until noon! Now go, I dont want to see you until your ready." She said shooing me with her hand and houng back go Jo's hair.

I groaned and walked into the kitchen yawning, I sat down in a stool as I looked at my phone I pulled from my pocket. I scrolled to Kais name in my contacts and contemplated calling him for the 100th time this week.

My eyes started to fill with angry, I hated that my frustration was tied to my tear ducts. It made me think people always thought I was sad, like I couldn't handle conflict. When really it was the total opposite, I loved rage.

I loved breaking things until I broke myself in the process. That was when I knew I could feel something- anything other than what I feel for him.

I didn't call him. I didn't want to hear his forgiveness, I didnt want to hear his cries.

At least that's what I tried to convince myself, because if I finally started to believe it. Maybe, just maybe, I'd get over him after I hurt him enough to leave me.

But then I called him anyway, I couldn't resist the urge.

But of course, it rang a few times then went to voicemail.

"Kai... please just come home. Come home and yell at me about how we can make this work. Come home and make me cry, come home and break my heart. Just come home Malachai..." I begged through the phone. "I miss you. I miss the way you called out my name, the way you held me and night even though I told you that you ment nothing to me. I miss the way you didnt give up on me... on us. So please Malachai, just come home to us... please come home to me." I started to fight back tears as I hung up the phone.

I slammed my phone on the counter and I ran my fingers in my hair, trying hard not to scream his name. I inhaled sharply and rose my head from my hands. I looked at the white box across the table that my dress was in. I picked up a slice of apple and tossed it in my mouth as I lifted myself off the stool and I grabbed the box. I ran out the front door past Caroline and to the Mikaelsons.

I let myself in and found my gloves myself. I went looking for Kol and found him in his room reading a book.

"Darling, dont you have a wedding to attend?"