And he didnt.
We kissed all night long, until eventually decided to stop and go to bed.
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I woke up the next morning laying on Kai, all I could think about was the way his arms wrapped around me. The way his heart was slow and his breathing was steady. The way he smelled like a safe haven. I looked up and smiled at him, then kissed his lips softly, waking him up.
"Good morning Angel." He muttered after my kiss, then grabbed my face lightly and put his lips on mine and rolled me onto my back side he was on top of me.
All I could think about was how I shouldn't be playing him like this, how I needed to tell him one more time that we couldn't be more than friends for it would break us and our friendship. I needed to leave him and everyone here.
He pulled away and looked into my tired eyes. "You regret it... dont you."
"What? No I-"
"Dont lie to me y/n. You regret kissing me, you regret cuddling with me and you regret being with me in the first place."
"Kai no I just..." I dont know what I want, and that'll hurt both of us in the end. Just like its hurting us now. "I just need to go. It's already started and I need to leave before it gets worse." I told him sliding from out underneath him.
"Running again I see Salvatore."
Salvatore.
Not once has he ever called me by my last name and it infuriated me.
"What?"
"Aww... does my gorgeous Angel not like being called by her last name?" I didn't respond. I just scoffed and started to change into proper clothes for the day. "Now you've stopped talking... brilliant." He smiled to himself and I turned around to face him. I sped at him and pinned him up against the back board of our bed.
"Remember our sex?" He asked smiling. "Ah... it was amazing. I somehow lived without that for 17 years-" I interrupted him with a kiss, shutting him up instantly. He slid his hand to the back of my neck and started leaning back into me, slowly pushing me onto my back.
He lead his kisses down my neck as I ran my fingers through his hair, then he bit down on my neck making me whimper. He bit down harder and I yelped out in pleasure, then continued to moan out his name. When he removed his fangs from the side of my neck I smiled at the sight of his black eyes, dark veins and my blood all over his lips.
"Does my little girl like that?" He whispered onto my face, I smiled and nodded.
"Very much so," I kissed his lips, almost devouring my own blood on his lips making me go crazy inside. When I pulled away he smiled at the sight of my face.
"God you are so beautiful." He mumbled before he laid his lips on mine again. I started to play with the hem of his shirt and pulled it up and over him, then he started playing with the clasp of my bra behind my back.
"Should we really do this?" I asked as I pulled away from his soft lips. "Is this really a good way to cope with ourselves? You no I dont know how I feel Malachai." I mumbled.
"I don't know how I feel either... but I do know I want this, I want you. Do you want this?"
"I dont know..."
"Well I'm not doing shit without your consent." He said rolling off of me, I sat back up an clasped the bra back together again.
"Just dont leave." I whispered, so quietly I didnt think hed hear, but he did.
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A New Face (KAI PARKER AND READER)
VampireY/n Salvatore. The oldest sibling along with the two brothers, the salvatore brothers. I've been told I'm quite and handful compared to them, but I just think no one knew how my brain worked, that is until I met him. I was powerful, too powerful app...