A New Face (KAI PARKER AND READER)

Visions

"Why did you do that..."

"Because, I wanted to see who you'd really pick when it all came down to that decision, and like always, I was right." He said smiling as he pushed off the wall and walked closer to me.

"How did you know who I'd pick?"

"Because one thing I learned about you when I spent 45 years with you was that youd do anything to help your brothers. Even though I torture you y/n, I love you and I care for you in ways you can not imagine."

"You dont care for me. You sent me away because you though I was too powerful after turning me into a monster. You took me away from the people that I love, then you turned me into a monster for the second time in one day. Then you make me pick between two impossible choices. You do not love me nor do you care for me, if you did youd let me go- no, if you did you wouldnt have even done this in the first place!"

"Y/n we all have different ways to deal with things. A little birdie told me you were in town and I wanted you back, I wanted the old you back. So I did what I did and when you fought off the compulsion I got furious. So I did what I did to get my anger out."

"What now? Now everything is all sunshine and rainbows? I'm still how I used to be Nik! I let the lust control my thoughts and decisions unless it comes down to my deepest desires. I still love to hurt people but-" I paused, not knowing what I should say next.

"Finish your sentence please, love."

"But when I tried to hurt innocent people when I came back, I hurt the people I had no interest in hurting. Then the other morning when Damon and Stefan and... Kai saw me turn into a blood driven beast- I didnt know what to do. I felt like a disgrace and an abomination that shouldnt be on the earth. So I cowered down and cried because I was scared, because of what you've done to me." He then walked over to me and pulled off the ropes in one try, he kneeled down and looked me in the eyes.

"Which is exactly what you are y/n. You are a blood driven beast you are a disgrace and an abomination. But embrace those qualities in yourself my love, because as deadly as they are, they are beautiful in so many ways." He placed his hand on my cheeks and rubbed away the tears that fell. "Never change for any soul. You are pure of forgiveness and you care to damn much Darling. Dont let anyone change you, be that crazy, blood driven creature everyone in this house knows and loves. But for now, just get up and go home." He said pulling me up and out of the chair. I smiled and hugged him, even if he just killed my best friend in my mind, this was him saying sorry, this was him being kind.

Then we heard a loud bang and yelling coming from downstairs, Klaus didn't grab me or tell me to stay put so I came with him. Then someone sped up into Klaus and snapped his neck, it was Kai.

"How the hell are you- when the fuck did you get so fast."

"I'm a vampire now, Angel. Let's go, he will wake up soon." He laid his hand on my back and we ran back home.

When we got there he busted down the door while holding my lower back. I walked in front of him and waved my fingers at everyone that sat in the living room panicked.

"Y/n!" Damon yelped and I hugged him tightly. "Where the fuck were you?" He asked pulling away from me.

"Oh you know... getting compelled, fighting off the compulsion after killing 30 people then getting tortured for someone's pleasure. Same old, same old." I said walking up to Stefan and hugging him. I pulled away with a smile and he looked confused.

"So you has two ripper binges in one day, then was tortured because Klaus was bored, and your happy?" He asked backing up and crossing his arms while leaning up against a chair.