A New Face (KAI PARKER AND READER)

Miserable

He stood up and hugged me from behind my body.

"Hey it's fine, we'll get out your fine." I didn't know if he was convincing me or himself.

"How do you know? Damon was ok with leaving me here so how do you know that hed come back? My mother doesnt care enough to get me out! Damon will probably convince Stefan to let him keep me in here! We dont have any bennet blood, there is no possible way we are getting out this time!" I yelled. "We have 5 strangers down in ny basement that are now awake- well be stuck with them for the rest of eternity Malachai!" He let go of me and stood up, I stood too.

"Maybe... Maybe your not upset because your here, maybe..." He stopped.

"Just spit it out, Kai."

"Maybe your upset because your stuck here with me."

"Are you kidding me right now? How could you actually say that to me right now?"

"Well I mean it makes sense doesn't it? Now your alone with me again and your having a panic attack- but back in the normal world you have no problems!"

"That's because I don't just crave your attention, your touch, your stares and your love! I've always been a social person Malachai, whether I'm crazy while being social or not. Just because I love you doesnt mean I only crave you!" I realized what words just came out of my mouth. He opened his and stuck his finger up, stuttering over some words.

"Ok, so there are two very... odd things about that sentence." He stumbled over his own words quickly.

"What? No."

"Um, yes. Ok so one, you love me?"

"Dont me cocky." I grumbled, crossing my arms.

"But- the words that came after that made no sense at all."

"How so?"

"You love me but you want other men? Yeah, cause that makes sense."

"I meant, it's hard to function with only your attention. I can manage, and I love your attention but... I also cant live without others. Any way I put this it's going to be taken out if context so lets just drop it."

"No, I want to know what your thinking."

"Why? I'm done talking." I walked away and he grabbed my arm to spin me into him. "Let me go, I said I was done."

"Why? What's your problem?"

"You!"

"You just said that I'm not the only one you can have!"

"I meant that your not the only one I want to give me attention!"

"So your saying you want to be a whore? Love me but sleep around with other men!"

"No! I only want you and your love- but I dont want you to rip me away from my brothers!"

"Why would I do that?"

"Because it's not the first time someones done that to me."

"What do you mean? Did Klaus-"

"I dont want to talk about it!" I said pushing myself out of his arms, he grabbed my shoulders harder and kept me in front of him.

"I do." He said calmly, making me breath easier.

"Why do you care?" I whispered.

"Because I want to know why you still go back to them whenever we split off. If your so scared of the things they'll do then why go back Angel."