I Can Save You (Kellic)

Story Of A Sexuality Confused Guy

Chapter Ten-

"So, besides the obvious, what are some your hobbies?" I asked Vic out of nowhere a couple minutes after our perfect moment. He shrugged, looking down at me. "I mean, I know you write songs, and play, but you've got to have some other hobbies!" I told him, chuckling as he continued to just stare at me.

"Um.. Well.." He paused, thinking about it. "I.. Hey, wait a minute, what about you? You've never told me any of YOUR hobbies." He said, raising an eyebrow at me. I grinned sheepishly, kind of hoping he wouldn't have noticed that. He gave me a look that said I needed to tell him.

"Alright alright, jeez.. I sing too, and I sometimes right, now a lot." I told him, shrugging my shoulders. It wasn't that big of a deal anyways. His eyes widened, and a smirk appeared on his face before he got of the bed, making me have to get out of his arms, which I pouted about. "No! Viccy, come back!" I whined, pouting. He rolled his eyes at me, grabbing his guitar which was in the corner of his room, and coming back, sitting next to me.

"Sing something." He offered, well, more like ordered. I rolled my eyes, huffing in annoyance, but thinking of a song that I knew he would know. After a few minutes of thinking, I started singing the intro of the Blink 182 Story Of A Lonely Guy. (If you don't know this song, listen to it because it's on the side. :D) Vic grinned, before playing along at where I was. I grinned, going on.

'She makes me feel like its raining outside,

And when the stars come up, I'm all torn up inside,

I'm always nervous on days like this, like the prom,'

By the end of the song, Vic humming along too, keeping his eyes on the guitar, but occasionally looking up at me and grinning. I grinned back at him, singing still.

''I get to scared to move, cause I'm still just a stupid, worthless, boy.'

I looked at Vic, cupping under his chin, making him look up from his guitar to me, his eyes showing surprise and curiosity. "You are anything but a stupid worthless boy Vic." I told him, moving my hand up to his cheek and stroking it with the pad of my thumb. Vic remained silent, but his eyes showed how touched he was, and a little bit of disbelief in the very back of them. I leaned forward, planting a light kiss on his lips. Sure, it wasn't anything big, and it wasn't even our first kiss with another, but still, it was the first one I had initiated. I meant for it to be just a quick kiss, but Vic wrapped his hand around the back of my neck, keeping me there. I blindly moved his guitar out of his lap and to the side of us, before crawling into his lap, never breaking the kiss. I gasped when his tongue ran across the bottom of my lip. (A/N- Jeez this is weird to write! :<)

I pulled away from the kiss moments later, gasping and out of breath. Vic grinned, all signs of sadness or disbelief gone from his eyes. "I really like you Kellin.." Vic muttered under his breath. I don't think I wasn't supposed to hear that though. I hid my smile and pretended not to hear him, just to save his pride.

"So, Vic, when did find out you were, well, gay?" I asked, raising an eyebrow at him. He chuckled a little, before moving me out of his lap and his guitar, before moving over against his bed headboard, pulling me in between his lap.

"Well, it was the middle of summer before soft more year, and I was really confused about my sexuality cause Alex and Jack were teasing me.."

_Flash back, summer before Soft More year, Vic's POV_

"Come on Vic, I mean think about it." Jack said, a grin on his face as he leaned against his boyfriend, Alex. My brother, Mike, and our friends, Tony and Jaime, were laughing about what was going on. Our two and only gay friends, were trying to convince me that it was possible I maybe gay. Ha, fat chance. Sure, I have absolutely nothing against gays, but just, me? Gay? Ha no.

"Seriously Vic, I think you'd be a hot gay. Though, you'd probably be the "player" type kind of guy." Alex said, chuckling at the end. I scoffed, rolling my eyes. No, way. I'm not gay, never will be! Jack suddenly jumped up, snapping his fingers.

"You should totally kiss Alex!" He said, grinning. My eyes widened, just like everyone else's, except I didn't laugh like all of them. Alex even laughed a little nodding his head in agreement. I quickly shook my head.

Alex pouted. "Come on, one kiss? Please? Just to see if you are? We'll stop bugging you?" He asked, pouting still. I rolled my eyes at him and the ridiculousness of this whole situation, but in the end, due to my friends annoying comments, I agreed, very reluctantly.

"One kiss." I gave in reluctantly, before very slowly leaning over to Alex. Alex rolled his eyes before grabbing me by the collar of my shirt, and pulling me into a kiss. I didn't feel sparks, but I did feel "something", like it was right. But, I quickly snapped out of it and pulled away from him, wiping my lips. "Never happening again, ever." I said, shaking my head as I pretended to be disgusted. Alex rolled his eyes, just like everyone else.

"Good, because he's all mine." Jack said, wrapping his arms around Alex and pulling him away from me. I laughed at them, just like everyone else. The whole time, I was wondering, was I really gay?

_End Flashback, Kellin's POV_

I laughed, shaking my head at him, as he just rolled his eyes. "That's amazing!" I said, chuckling at his misfortune. He scoffed, shaking his head.

"It was embarrassing, but of course, everyone bought that I didn't like and we moved on from it, until I told Mike that I was questioning my sexuality and then I saw you that day. It was an eye opener." He whispered the last part in my ear. I blushed, smiling at him.

"I'm glad I opened your eyes." I said back quietly, smiling at him. He grinned, kissing my cheek. I chuckled, kissing his cheek back, almost as to mock him. "Anyways.. I have to go.. I promised the whole gang I was going to hand out with them today." I said, slightly sad, getting off his lap, but, he tightened his grip around my waist.

"Nu uh. Lucky for you, I told my friends the same thing. So, maybe you should text them and ask if we can all hang out together..?" He suggested, grinning. I felt my hopes get up, but two things brought me down.

"Vic, I don't think my friends will be up for that, but I can ask if they'll meet here. And, we can't be to close.." I said quietly, and may I add, sadly. I wanted to tell my friends about Vic, but how do I do that?

"That's why I suggest we tell them, today."

(O.O Really short, I know. :< I've been having writers block! And I need help! I feel bad about this, but do you all have any idea where I should lead this? If you do, please please leave a comment! And yes, I know, unoriginal chapter name, but I just really love Blink. And, I'm glad Tom's not "truly" leaving the band, he's just not dedicating his year to Blink 182! :) Comment, like, favorite, and love me! ^.^)