I Can Save You (Kellic)

Drunken Slurs

Chapter Six-

Vic's POV

I was mentally relieved, I couldn't have Mike know what I did to myself, he'd probably hate me for it! And I couldn't deal with that. But, I also can hardly stand keeping it from him too. And now that he was standing in front of me, his eyes full of sadness, it was hard to keep in. "I didn't want to bother you." I told Mike, shrugging my shoulders, and hiding the look of pain and the wince I wanted to show. Mike frowned, and walked closer to me, hugging me. I stood there for a second, surprised. Not because he had never hugged me, that wasn't true, but because I expected him to be mad at me. After a second, I returned the hug.

"Just because your the older one, doesn't mean your not important. I'll cut back on everything, I promise." Mike said to me, still hugging me. I smiled, that would probably help me stop hurting myself a lot, with less to worry about. But still, we couldn't do much about mom and dad ignoring us so much. I sighed mentally, but I tried not to think that so much.

When Mike and I pulled apart, I noticed the glimmer of tears in his eyes. I frowned. "Mikey, it's alright." I said, rubbing his back. He nodded his head, wiping his eyes. He smiled at me, before we both walked out of the bathroom.

"Why are you hanging out with that guy anyways?" Mike asked, raising an eyebrow as we walked back to the cafeteria. I sighed. Honestly, because I was crushing on him. I had been since last year, and Mike was the only one who knew I was gay. I was nervous to tell the others about that, or anyone else at this school, because god knows almost everyone at this school isn't okay with gay guys. But then again, Jack and Alex make it work somehow, I know they'd both obviously be okay with it, which was why I played on telling them some time soon.

"Because, he seems nice." I said casually, shrugging my shoulders. I hadn't exactly told Mike I was crushing on him, yet. I would, as soon as I told Kellin, which may not be for a little bit. Hell, for all I knew he hated my guts, but then again, he still comforted me in the bathroom, and he didn't tell Mike about my self harming, maybe he didn't actually hate me.

Kellin's POV

When I got to the cafeteria, everyone gave me weird looks for being back after I told them I had detention. "Got out early." I said, sitting down in my normal spot, and stealing a fry from Justin, who rolled his eyes at me. I smirked at him, though in the back of my mind I was scared they wouldn't believe me. But thankfully, no one questioned it, though Jesse gave me a questioning look that I shrugged off.

"Well, you almost missed Jack's plan for the party tonight." Matty said, chuckling. Justin's eyes widened at that.

"Whoa, whoa, I thought that was tomorrow?!" He said, frantically looking around the table at us. I shrugged, while the others laughed at his dismay.

"Dude, I just said that we were moving it to today!" Jack said, snickering. Justin frowned, looking around the table, hoping someone would tell it wasn't true, but everyone besides me all nodded in agreement with Jack.

"Fuck. Now I have to finish cleaning it all today?!" Justin asked, laying his head down on the table. This time, I joined in on everyones laughter. He looked up and glared at all of us, most specifically Jack, who simply grinned at our friend innocently, though we all knew he was anything but innocent. "You dick.." He mutter in defeat, laying his head back down.

I chuckled, patting his back. "Who alls coming anyways?" I asked, remembering Vic saying something about going to the party the other day. Jack shrugged his shoulders.

"I don't know. I invited Alex Gaskarth and Nick Martin, but I don't know if they'll bring any of their friends." Jack said, shrugging again. I nodded. Nick was the cousin of Vic and Mike, now there was no doubt in my mind that Vic's group was going to be at the party. No doubt at all. And for some reason, probably because I had a crush on him, I was nervous for Jack's party, since the first time I had ever gone to one his parties, which was really awkward.

I nodded at Jack, and for the rest of lunch stayed silent, just listening to everyones conversation and joining in on occasion. I almost looked over at Vic, which resulted in him catching me and raising his eyebrows, and me quickly looking away from him, and else where until lunch ended.

At the end of day

"I'm going to Justin's!" I yelled to my mom, who simply waved me off with a smile. I chuckled, before shutting the front door and walking down the street to Justin's house, where the party was. Of course, my mom didn't know exactly how over done Jack's parties got, or that despite us being known as losers, he was known for throwing the absolute best parties.

I whistled on my way to a random song I had heard before leaving the house. I could literally hear the music as I got closer to Justin's house. I chuckled, knowing that Justin had probably had to come up with some lame excuse to get his parents out of the house.

When I got there I didn't even bother knocking, I just walked in, because normally whenever we had parties, we tended to just leave the doors unlocked.

And just as I excepted, the party was in full swing when I walked in there. I spotted a couple people I knew form school, including Justin, Jesse, Matty, Gabe, and Jeremy. They were all scattered around the house though, and only one or two of them seemed drunk. Who I didn't see, was Vic, though I saw Jaime Preciado, Alex Gaskarth, and Jack Barakat around, so I knew for a fact that Vic was here if Jaime was, it was just common sense. They were best friends, they always went to the same parties, normally at least.

I shrugged it off, walking around the party and looking for someone I knew, which I finally ran into a completely wasted Barakat. Two thing about Jack that he made sure people know, one, Alex Gaskarth was his boyfriend, and no one could have him, girl or boy, and two, he almost always got wasted at parties, except when he dedicated his time to hanging out with Alex. I didn't really ever talk to Jack, and he was never mean to me, but we weren't really considered "friends".

He grinned at me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. "Hey there Kells!" Jack slurred, a drunk grin on his face. I nodded back at him, repressing a chuckle.

"Have you seen Vic?" I asked, slightly hesitantly, not really sure I wanted to ask. Jack grinned once again, nodding his head rapidly.

"Yess I doo! Are you lookin' for him?" He asked, making me nod, of course I was! Jack grinned, his eye becoming excited, which honestly scared me. "Did he tell you about the giant, and I mean huge, crush he's got on you yet?!"

(O.O Oh drunk Jack.. So, I started a Jalex Fanfic, Like A Crash The Whole Thing Spun Out Of Control, you guys should check it out! Or not, it's cool. Have a nice Friday!)