I Can Save You (Kellic)

Panicked Thoughts

(So, early before introducing the guys girlfriends, I failed to mention them at all. In short, let's say their all juniors and don't have the same lunch period as the guys. Kay? Kay.)

Chapter Thirteen-

After having made sure Matty knew exactly what was going on between me and Vic, we went to class, chuckling as we realized Vic had really told everyone not to mess with us. It was amusing to watch them as they looked at us, casting us hateful glares, but not able to act on any of them.

By the time it was lunch time, we had already figured out that absolutely no one was going to bother us, at all. "Are you gonna be with your boyfriend at lunch?" Justin teased me, after we got our lunches from the cafeteria, making me chuckle, but nod my head anyways. "I called it!" Justin said, grinning. I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah yeah, tell the guys about meeting at my house to practice!" I said to them, before walking away from and to the table where Vic and his friends were. He smiled when he saw me, motioning for me to sit next to him, which I did happily.

Austin sent Vic a confused look as I sat next to Vic and Alex, and so did half the student body. Vic just grinned at Austin. "Austin, meet our new friend, Kellin, Kellin, meet Austin." Vic said simply, though there was some humor in his voice. I laughed, nodding my head at Austin, who simply shrugged, nodding back at me.

I felt someone poke me, and I turned to my side to see Alex grinning at me, mouthing, "Friend zone" playfully. I shook my head at him, a small smile on my lips as I mentally laughed at my weird friend. Vic raised an eyebrow at my laughs, but I just shrugged it off, before glancing over at my friends who were on the other side of cafeteria. Despite the fact that I was happy about sitting with Vic, I still missed my friends.

"You can go sit with them if you want." Vic whispered to me quietly, nodding at my friends. I shook my head as an idea popped in my head. Everyone of our friends but Austin and Jeremy knew about me and Vic, so that my plan really couldn't go down hill, since everyone at school now knew Vic and I were "friends". So, with that, I quickly whispered my plan to Vic, who looked hesitant, but nodded anyways, motioning his head towards my table.

I smiled at him, before standing up and walking over to my table, where all my friends looked at me confused. "You guys are joining me at the other table." I said, nodding towards the table where it was just Vic and his friends. My friends looked at me like I was crazy, but gave in anyways, for whatever reason.

And moments later, I'm sitting at Vic's table again, but this time, all my friends laughter are surrounding me, making me a lot less uncomfortable. Not that it was Vic's friends that were making me uncomfortable, it was just the fact that I was so use to hanging out with only my friends at lunch. But, I had to admit, I liked hanging out with Vic, his friends, and my friends so much more.

I shook my head at another one of Jack B's perverted yet hilarious jokes. The only problem with my idea, is that now there's two Jack's at our table, Fowler and Barakat, though I'll probably end calling Jack by his last name the time lunch is over.

"So, who are you guys taking the prom this year? After all, it's all our senior year prom." Jeremy asked, everyone raising his eyebrow. It was almost funny, everyone in this group had a girlfriend except Jeremy I think, though I know he has the hots for Stephanie Morrison, a junior.

"Let me see if I can guess this.." Justin said, "Jack's gonna go with Bentley, Matty's going with Brittany, Mike and Alysha, Tony and Erin, Jesse's going with Ashley, Austin's gonna go stag, Jaime and Jessica, Gabe and Sophia, Nick and Jenna, I know I'm going with Lindsey, you, Jeremy are going to most likely out Stephanie Morrison, and I have no idea about Vic and Kellin." Justin said, shrugging his shoulders at the last part. Jeremy raised his eyebrows in mock impressment.

I, however, stifled a laugh. Justin knew Vic and I wanted to go to the dance together, well, at least, I wanted to. But, I had no idea if Vic would want to be out of the closet by then. That though, was weeks ago. Surely he'll work up the courage by then, yeah, it was early February, and the dance wasn't for another three months.

"And how do you know we'll be going with those people?" Jeremy asked, raising an eyebrow at Justin. Vic and I shared a look, both thinking the same thing: Personality Clash. It wasn't big deal, but it was obvious about what was going on between Justin and Jeremy, I didn't think it'd be a problem though.

Justin grinned, "Because, those are the guys girlfriends, that's just Austin style, Vic and Kellin haven't showed interest in anyone, and you so have the hots for Stephanie." Justin said, tauntingly but playfully. Jeremy rolled his eyes, a smile on his face. Yeah, if anything, these two may end up being best friends. I chuckled at the scene before me, shaking my head at them.

After that, we all just spoke of casual nothings and joked around until the bell rang, signaling our lunch fun was over. We all disbursed (A/N- Why on earth did I say THAT? xD), waving our goodbyes, including my friends waving goodbye to Vic's friends, which made me to say the least really happy. I walked to class alone, since nobody I knew was in my next hour, and everyone had classes, practically across the school from me.

_Vic's POV_

I watched Kellin walk off, with a somewhat smile on my face. He really was making my life better, and I bet he had no idea just how much better he's made it. I sighed, turning to walk off to my art class, but for some reason, I stopped. I wasn't really in the mood to go to that class, or anywhere for that matter, so instead, I walked into the bathroom, leaned against the wall, and waited for the bell to ring.

When it finally did, I left the bathroom, checked the halls to make sure they were clear, then walked out of the building and into the parking lot. Honestly, I wasn't planning on ditching the rest of the day, but just this period since I wasn't exactly in the mood to be around, well, anyone at the moment.

I don't know why, but it was always these random moments, when I wasn't upset one moment and I had no reason to be, that I do feel upset, or depressed. But I wasn't thinking about doing anything, drastic, because I knew how disappointed Kellin would be. So, I just sat in my car thinking.

Kellin was definitely changing my life, and I knew that it was for good. But, still, I couldn't help but wonder what would happen if anything ever happened between the two of us. I know I already cared for him, a lot. What happens if we break up? Or something happens to him? I know that I'm already, broke, as much as I hate using that term, as it is. But what happens if those things ever happen? Would I would just crack even more?

I groaned, resting my head on the steering wheel of my car. Why did I have to go over think things? Things would be fine. Kellin and I will be fine. Everything will be fine. My major problem at the moment, was worrying about when I was to come out to the school and everyone else. I knew that I needed to for Kellin, but how do you tell the whole entire world that your not what they all thought you were? Everyone excepts me to be this perfect spitting image of your everyday American boy, but I know I'm not that! I'm not where near that.

And, the world knowing Kellin is dating me, would only make him a bigger target. I couldn't deal with knowing Kellin was getting because of us. Once again, I groaned, silently glad no one else was ditching school right now. All these thoughts were making me extremely nervous. I needed something to distract me, and fast.

I was extremely scared for myself now. Shit, shit, I let my thoughts take over my mind, as I sat in my car, panicked thoughts running through my head. If this was any other day, I would have been in the backseat, tissues, covering old and new scars. But this wasn't any other day. I had Kellin. I knew I should text, god I needed too. But there was three reasons that I just couldn't do that. 1.) Kellin would think I was too weak to handle my own thoughts, 2.) He was in class, and 3.) I couldn't bring myself to bother him. He really didn't need to be worrying about me right now, he had class to deal with. So, there I sat, in my car, panicked thoughts and scary thoughts running throughout of my mind.

(O.O Major cliffhanger, I know! But, I'm hoping to have the next chapter finished tonight, or mid tomorrow since I have school off! So don't worry your pretty/handsome heads! For now, comment, vote, like, favorite, and worry about the future of Kellic with me!-PinkRebelGirl)