Venus With The Bow [Daryl Dixon f.f]

3/Alone

We got to the safe zone and it was gone.lost.dead.empty of any living thing..it was an army zone which now belongs to the dead ones.

The only good point of getting there was that we found guns and bullets.not much,but better than kitchen knives.i'd rather use the gun instead of ram the knife into a dead man's skull..it's disgusting.

I couldn't control my emotion after that.we were on a long journey and when we got there my hope disappeared.i felt empty and lost in this crazy world.do i have a reason to live anymore?i don't think so.because how the hell should i find my family in the world?i can't chase everywhere,because they can be anywhere.dead or alive..

Now we're on our feet walking into the woods without any destination.we didn't have gasoline so the car became useless.

"If we're lucky we'll get to a town.we can take a shot and find food maybe.we'll be lack of food soon."Jonas says.

"Where are we going to sleep at night?it's getting dark."i say.

"On the trees.it's safe,no dead can bite us."he says. "But let's keep moving.it's not dark,yet."

I hold my knife and my gun tighter in my hands.i'm scared.i don't know how to kill a dead.every time Jonas saves my ass,because i'm a coward and i can't use my damn knife to kill one of those ugly creatures that smell like shit.

"Hey,what about setting up a camp?you have tent,maybe we can use the tent and set up a fire.one of us will be on watch and the other one sleeps,then we switch.as soon as the sun rises up we'll keep on walking.what do you think?"i ask him.

"Yeah,that's right.we've never slept on a tree have we?"he chuckles so do i.

We keep on walking so that there's no light in the woods anymore.i'm lucky to have Jonas by my side,because he knows how to set up a fire or a tent when i don't know shit.i'm totally useless!

"Why don't you try to sleep,Georgia peach?"Jonas says.

I shake my head. "You first."

"C'mon Georgia peach!"he says and we both laugh. "Sleep.i'm on watch." He says and i finally nod.

"Just call my name if anything ever happened,Jons."i say.

He nods with a smile.i get up,but he grabs my wrist. "Hey." He says and i kneel down. "I know we've been through so much,but..it's like the end of the world so i want you to know that..i love you.it was all fun to spend time with you despite the ups and downs.you're always my angel eyes."he whispers with his perfect smile on his lips.

"Jonas i-i-.."i try to find the right words,but i find nothing.his hand crawls on back of my neck and then our lips meet.

I wrap my hands around his neck and pull him closer.he goes deeper,but breaks the kiss when we're both breathless.

"I know that you can fight your fear,Ken.like always.this world is fucking insane,but u can do it.u can find ur family and i'll be there for you.you know that right?"he says.

I hug him so tight. "I'm so lucky to have you,Jonas."i whisper.

"I'm lucky to have you,Ken.Now.go back to the tent.put ur knife close to ya and rest.you need ur power.good night."he says.but before i can leave he takes off his necklace and hands it to me. "My grandma gave it to me when i was 18.she gave it to my grandpa when he was 18.it's so important to me and..i want to give it to ya."

"Jonas,i can't accept it."i say.

"You should.a week later's gonna be your birthday.me and Lana had plans.we believed everything's gonna be fine,but..the world's over.you are important to me.so important.that's why i'm giving this to you.happy birthday,Ken."he says and i hug him so tight.

"I'll keep it safe,i promise."i say and he leaves a kiss on my lips with a smile. "Good night Ken."

I smile. "Wake me up whenever u were tired."i say and he nods.i walk back to the tent.boy,i miss my bed..it's been a long time that I haven't slept.since we got into the hospital until now.i slept two eyes open every night in the hospital.like right now,every night one of us -Lana or Jonas or me- was on watch in case something happens.

I close my eyes.they fell so heavy to keep them open.it's not pretty comfortable,but still better than nothing.

I wish that i open my eyes and find myself back at home.i walk outside my room to our kitchen and tell mom and dad about my nightmare.then they both hug me and Carl makes jokes from me being a coward.

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I jump up when i hear Jonas screaming.i see shadows of dead ones..one..two..five..oh my god!

"Jonas!"I scream his name and bring out my gun and my knife.fuck,how should i use this damn gun?

"Stay inside Ken!don't come out!"he yells and starts screaming again in pain.

"No,Jonas!let me help you!"i scream again.

The dead try to get inside the tent,but they can't.I hear gunshots,but he's still screaming.

"Jonas!"i cry.

"I said stay inside,Ken!i love you..i love you Ken..stay safe..and find ur family."he yells and then again i hear him screaming in pain.

I cover my ears.i can't hear him being through this much pain..i can't hear those stupid creatures growling and eating his flesh..

My tears run down my face and my body shakes in fear.I shouldn't have left him alone..i should've saved him..i can't let another friend of mine die..

••••••••Morning

I didn't close my eyes till the sunlight found its way through the tent.there was no sound coming from outside anymore.

No sound from Jonas,No growling..

I get up.my whole body's still shaking in fear..what should i do now?

I hold my knife tight in my shaky hands.i wipe my tears and walk out of the tent.i see a dead still eating Jonas's flesh.

I put my hand on my mouth so that i won't scream..i can see Jonas bones,his body organs.it's like his legs and hands were cut.

I feel anger,hate,fear all through my body and i attack the dead one feeding over Jonas.i ram my knife through its skull over and over.until there's nothing left..

Blood covers all over my face and my clothes,but i don't care..i look at Jonas.his face has been eaten.

"Oh my god.."i let out a sob.

It's the most terrifying thing that i have ever seen in my life..!

"I'm sorry,Jons..i'm..i'm so so sorry.."i cry.

He opens his eyes.damn..then he starts growling trying to bite me.

"No,no,it's me Jonas.."i try to say,but nothing.he's turned now.

"I'm sorry."i say and ram the knife into his skull.

I cry loud and hide my face in my bloody hands..i feel broken.I can't put up with what just happened!my friends died in front of me..there's nothing left of them.I can't believe that i lost them in the most terrible way..

I look at the necklace he gave me.it's a part of an angel wing.his last name's written on it's back..Andrews.

I smile sadly..i'll protect it,Jonas.

I take my stuff with me:knives,guns,bullets,
Water,food,blanket,flashlight,the map with the compass.

I'm alone right now..but i'll survive.