Venus With The Bow [Daryl Dixon f.f]

18/Lost

Do you know what it feels like to see your whole world upside down?well,my little brother and my father are somewhere out here among this herd of walkers.probably,the biggest one we've ever seem.

Even if my father's survived the Shane Threat,what about this?what about my little brother that's out here trying to save my dad because all of the pure emotions in his little beating heart?

I'm not just nervous.I'm terrified.when you have something to hold on to,something that gives you enough peace and strength you always fear loosing it.that's gonna make you weak,because you fear,you feel and you care.

Now that i have my family in this messed up world,how can't i be fearing loosing them?Shane's been a threat,so i just closed my eyes on him.but now..how can i just live?

"You can go if you want."Hershel says and looks between me and Daryl before cocking his gun.

"You're going to take them all on?"Daryl asks him and looks at Hershel then his family.

"We got our guns,we got our cars."Hershel replies.

"We'll use the cars to draw them away.killing as many as we can."i share what i have in my mind and take out my gun from its hostler on my right hip.i nod at Hershel.

"Serious?"Daryl asks me shocked.

"This is my farm,i'll die here."Hershel says sternly.

"This a good night as any."Daryl says shrugging gripping his crossbow tighter.the contour of his muscles are hypnotic,god damn it!What the hell Kendall?

"Me and Glenn will get a car,let's go!"'Maggie tells me and i nod. "Stay safe."i tell her and she smiles. "You too."she says.

"C'mon,Ken let's go!"T-dog yells my name.before i get the chance to run to the blue truck,Daryl grabs my forearm tight.

"Hey,now it's your turn to come back alive beautiful ."he says and i smile softly to him. "And you didn't clean up ur wound."

I chuckle. "I'm the worst in making promises,Daryl."i say and then i run over T-dog and we both hop in the truck.

I roll down the window and get out of it aiming at the walkers in my sight.i shoot them dead.they're so many of them and under the moonlight,well,there's not much to see!i can't see any sign of Dad,Carl or even Shane and Randall.all i see's the walkers.

Suddenly i see the barn on fire..it could be dad or Shane..i see the RV heading to the barn.i smile with no control.whoever it is,can be saved now.i wish Carl and dad are safe..i wish..

I take out another gun,but soon i'm lack of bullets.i get in the car and look at the view.god,it's like the most terrifying movie that's gonna win Osar with no doubt.

"We should leave the farm."the words lip my dry mouth.my body's trembling from fear..i can't help this.i gotta find daddy and Carl,but i don't know how..i don't!

"What?"T-dog yells. "U sure?"

I nod. "We don't have enough ammo to fight a herd as big as this.the farm's lost.if we stay,we die."i yell so that he can hear me among the growls of walkers.

"Then we leave."he says and heads back to the house.Andrea's fighting next to Hershel.i stand next to them throwing the arrows at those corpses walking since i'm out of bullets.

"We have to leave!"i tell Andrea.

"What?"she asks me shocked.

"Get everyone out of the house,we'll leave!right now!go!"i order and she nods to me running back to the house.