Venus With The Bow [Daryl Dixon f.f]

24/Something You Gotta Know

Simple.

Well,u think about a happy ending but that shit never happens.You don't get that lucky ticket every time so that you'd live a dear good life.

U plan,u dream and u smile when thinking about the end or when u dream about the end,because u think it's a happy ending.

Failure.

That's what happens from one single wrong movement.It burns ur dreams and ruins the happy ending.It'd leave nothing,but ashes of that good ending.

I got caught when helping Glenn and Maggie by Merle.Glenn and Maggie could handle two of the men who were with Merle,but they stopping for me was that one single wrong movement that burnt my dreams and ruined the happy ending i dreamed for them.

I didn't dare to ask them about my family,I couldn't because..anything's possible and they being alive was my top priority which's failed because of me..who tried to save them.

Merle kicked me as hard as he could in my stomach.He never stopped beating me and I couldn't do anything,but screaming and crying silently..I was bleeding out and the pain could cause me to fall unconscious.

Glenn and Maggie fought the men holding them,but no luck.There was me bleeding to death,suffering like i'm the devil who's gotta be punished through the burning flames of hell.

In the meantime when death was calling my name,I saw mom and dad,i heard their voices and i saw Carl.It felt so real,like none of these things has ever happened..

I even saw Daryl and how we talked playfully..i could hear Andrea and Michonne blaming me for being such a dumb ass..I cod hear Andrea telling   me you just rose up from the dead agin..

But you know,all of it happened in one second because mostly i was wishing to die so that I wouldn't have to take all these pains..

"Let her go!let her go!"

"Stop it asshole!stop it!"

Maggie and Glenn never stopped screaming like their screams could break Merle down and give me another chance to live.

But i don't know why i'm still here.

To suffer?to feel the pain of loosing people?i don't know even why I've survived this long after so many things..

It all feels like hell and i feel like devil..

"I thought we're good,kitty!"Merle forces me to look at him. "But u fucked it."he smirks.

"Go. To. Hell."i say with my low voice among the breathes i've lost..it's like there's no oxygen to breathe..

Merle lets out a laugh. "I gotta teach u something,darling.Martinez!take her away!"he orders and the man lets go off Maggie and drags mg body to god knows where..