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I say, "Well, don't worry, he was lying. I didn't do anything like that with him." Yoongi breathes a sigh of relief and I laugh at his reaction.

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I smile and say, "You're cute." He makes a serious face and says, "No, I'm not." I stroke his cheek and say, "It's not a bad thing that you're cute. It makes you even more attractive than you thought before."


Yoongi looks me in the eye and says, "You're really pretty, did you know that?" I blush and smile. Then I shake my head. He pulls my face closer and kisses me again. Soon the kiss becomes quite passionate and it makes my body temperature rise. Yoongi's hands slip under my sweater and shirt.


I smile, but I stop to catch my breath. Then I say, "You better hurry up, oppa." He says, "It's your fault. I can't bring myself to stop." I suddenly hear the keys being put in the door and I quickly stand up. Grandma comes in and I introduce Yoongi as my best friend. I tell him he's a musician and she's happy to meet him.


A few weeks later

I enter BTS's dance practice. They happily greet me and quickly finish their dance and then everyone runs to me. Jimin hugs me and says, "I'm so glad you're okay. Yoongi told us why you suddenly disappeared. I feel so guilty." I say, "That's why I didn't tell you. So you don't feel that way. Yoongi oppa, you're a traitor."


He smiles and says, "I love you too, Min Jee," teasing me. I say, "Yah, Min Yoongi." Jimin laughs and says, "Ey, fight, fight. I want to see which of the scary people will win." I look at him and he smiles. Yoongi grabs my hand and pulls me out of the dance floor and drags me somewhere.I look at him and ask, "What's wrong?" He smiles and says, "Nothing. I just wanted to get you away from them, just for myself." He kisses me and I can't stay mad at him. He hugs me and I smile. Then I say, "I missed you." He says, "Very well."


Later, when practice is over, he offers to drive me home. I accept. When we get home, I invite him to come upstairs because Grandma flew back a couple of days ago. We watch a movie for a while, but then I ask, "Don't you want to stay the night? Like before?"


He sits up from his lying position and says, "No. It won't be like before." I ask, "What? Why?" He says, "Because I couldn't do it like that before." And then he kisses me on the lips. I say, "Who said you could do it now?"


I get up and walk away, but Yoongi runs up to me and hugs me from behind. Then he says, "I said so. But do you mind? You already like it when I do it." I smile and say, "Hmm. I'd rather have Jungkook do it, or anyone else." Yoongi's arms loosen around me and he looks confused for a moment and then he says, "You can't be serious. Because I'm the best of them."


I said, "Sure, baby. For your information, Namjoon and Jungkook are both better kissers than you." With that, I left him alone in the living room and ran to my room. Yoongi growled and ran to me, then said, "Yah. How dare you say something like that to me and then just run away from me. Like I said, I'm the best of them. You're just telling me that to play with me. It's not nice."I said, "Yeah, keep trying to convince yourself of that." Then I laughed. Yoongi pushed me against the wall and then asked, "Do you think that's funny?" He trapped me in his arms and said, "Does that amuse you? Will you laugh if I do this too?" After saying that, he kissed my neck softly because he knew I really liked it and also that it made me weak.


I put my hands on Yoongi's shoulders and then look into his eyes, unable to say anything. He says, "Aaaa. Are you done?? Did you swallow your tongue?" He starts kissing the skin behind my ear and goes to my collarbone. His hands slide under my shirt and I automatically grab his side and close my eyes. Yoongi takes off his shirt and then takes mine off too.


He pushes me down on the bed and says, "Can Jungkook and Namjoon do this like I do? Can they both do it better than me?" I say, "Oppa....." Yoongi's fingers slide over my stomach and stop at my jeans. He leans down and leaves small kisses on my stomach as he slowly walks down. My fingers automatically slide into his hair and I say, "Don't stop, oppa." He looks at me and says, "I didn't even plan on it."


He quickly leans in to kiss me and then unties my jeans. My heart starts beating faster and I start breathing faster as Yoongi takes off his jeans. He lies on top of me and starts kissing my neck again and running his fingers over my chest. I smile and can't wait to see what happens next...until the phone suddenly starts ringing, startling and disturbing us both. Yoongi groans and stands up, then picks up the phone and answers the call.


I sit up and fix my messy hair. I put my shirt back on and Yoongi walks into the room. He says, "Sorry. I have to go. The managers are looking for me." I nod and watch Yoongi get dressed. Although I'm a little relieved, I also kind of wish that stupid call hadn't interrupted us.


FAST FORWARD to November of 2019 (6 years later), on Min Jee birthday 

After that night, things changed. Yoongi got busier every day. We didn't get to see each other for weeks and sometimes we just video chatted. And soon I got into SM Entertainment as a trainee. I was a trainee for six years, but then I left. But when I became a trainee, I got so busy that I couldn't even call Yoongi anymore. Slowly, we started to forget each other and move on with our lives. Or so I thought.


I was walking back to my apartment from a meeting with my friends one day when I accidentally ran into someone. I dropped my phone and we both leaned over to pick it up. I picked up the phone and thanked the person. Then I looked up and it was Namjoon. He looked at me and said, "Min Jee?" I smiled and said, "Namjoon oppa." He smiled and hugged me.


I say, "It's nice to see you." Namjoon says, "I like you too. You look amazing." I smile and say, "Thanks." Namjoon looks at his watch and I say, "Okay, you should probably go. Then I'll go too." Namjoon grabs my hand and says, "Wait. Uh, maybe you want to... come have lunch with me?" I say, "Wait, what?" He says, "Go, come with me." He pulls me by the hand to a cafe near their company, but which is well hidden from the fans.


He takes my hand in his and says, "Let's go." I say, "Uhh, okay?" He pulls me into the cafe and we go to a corner. When we're closer to there, Namjoon leans in my ear and says, "Pretend we've been together for a while now, okay?" I say, "Wait, what? What do you mean?" He smiles at me and says, "Guys. Look what I brought." I turn to the people he was talking to. And freeze in shock.

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