I walk on the bridge and look around at the sights around me, those mostly being many cars driving around me.
I put my hands on the bridge rails and watch the sunrise. If I'm gonna die, I'll at least do it when it's pretty outside. I'll wait for sun to set and then I'll jump. I'm sick of being alive.
Later that evening, in the dark
I step over the rails and am ready to jump when I hear someone talking to me:''Are you sure you wanna jump?'' I turn around to see some guy a few feet away from me.
I turn to him and say:"Well, seeing how it is the last decision in my life, yes, I'm sure I want to jump." He asks again:"What about your family? Your friends or someone else who cares about you?" "Who? My entire family who are dead? The nonexistent friends? Or my ex boyfriend who left me for my friend?" "Okay, well, what about that person who's gonna have to pull you out of the river? He's gonna have to struggle to pull you out. Also, if you decide to jump, there's a high chance that I'll jump after you. Do you really want that," he asks. He comes closer to me and puts his hands on the railing and continues speaking:"Believe me. I waant to die every day as well. But then I stop to think if I'm ever gonna get better? Will I not regret it?"
I start thinking about it and decide to not do it. But then I slip and start falling. I scream and try to reach my hand out to him so that he could catch me but it's too late and he cannot catch me anymore.
That guy's POV
I'm talking to that girl when she slips and falls. She screams and tries to reach out to me. I start cussing and take my jacket and throw it to the ground and then jump in after her.
Girl's POV
I fall in the water and stop struggling trying to survive. First of all, I cannot swim. And second of all, I guess this was meant to happen. I guess I'm not meant to live any longer. I start choking on the water and sinking. I close my eyes and a few seconds later I just give up and lose consciousness.
That guy's POV
That girl starts sinking without fighting back. Idiot. I dive after her and catch her. She has lost consciousness. I start swimming towards the shore while holding her. When I'm on a flat surface, I put her down and start doing CPR. In a few seconds her eyes open and she starts to cough out the water that she gulped. She looks frustrated and asks me why I saved her. I reply:Ī told you I would jump after you, didn't I? If I didn't, I couldn't live with myself." She smiles a weak smile and sits up. I reach my hand out for a handshake and say:"I'm Min Yoongi, by the way."She shakes my hand and introduces herself as Kim Min Jee. I take her hand and pull her up so that she could stand up and then I take her to my car and take her home.
Min Jee POV, the next morning
I go to a cafe near my house. I order coffee and some food and it arrives soon. But I don't eat or drink what I ordered. I usually come here, order something but just sit here and do nothing. I look at the food and just curse myself for uselessly spending money on these things and not ever eating or drinking them. Suddenly someone sits down at my table. I look up and see that it's that guy who saved me yesterday, Min Yoongi.
He sits down and asks me why I'm not eating. I reply that I don't want to. I'm not hungry. "Then why did you order it?" I shrug and don't reply. He sighs, leaves a small bill on the table, then he takes my hand, pulls me up and out of the cafe. He wants to go for a walk to a nearby park, that's why he pulls me out of the cafe.
We reach the park and sit down on a bench near the river. Yoongi looks at me and says:"Tell me something about yourself." I look at him and sigh then start talking:"Well. You know my name already. Umm, I'm 16, will turn 17 soon. I live alone. I haven't graduated high school yet. Although I'm not sure it's any use to me. I don't wanna go to school. I don't like school." Yoongi smiles at me and says:"That's a childish excuse not to go to school. But seriously, graduate and then you'll see it's not that bad." I shake my head and say:"Fine. I got it. Anyways, it's your turn. Tell me about yourself."
He starts talking:"Well...I have nothing much to say. I'm almost 18 but I graduated school early, like a few months ago. I like...playing piano. That's about it." I smile and nod excitedly, asking him more about the piano playing part. Then we spend a little more talking about ourselves and our lives, after that we split up and go home.
A few days later
I leave school building, all prepared to go home, when I feel a strong push from behind and I fall down of the ground. I look back and it's a bully girl from a different class. She cusses me out and starts yelling and spitting really mean things at me. I sigh in frustration, ready to fight back when I notice Yoongi starting a couple feet away from me. And he does not look happy, more like angry.
He walks up to me and helps me stand up. I wipe the dirt off my pants which are ripped now since I fell down really badly. He takes my hand and says:"Come on. You said you want to see me play piano. Let's go." We go to his car and he opens my door for me and then goes to his side and starts driving.
Later
Yoongi sits down by the piano and starts playing something. He stops for a moment and pulls out a pack of cigarettes, taking one and putting it in his mouth. Then he reaches his hand out to take the lighter but I take them first. Then I take a marker from my bag and do a small drawing on them. I say:"Now I'm gonna make that a key chain. Smoking is really bad to your health. Here's a lollipop for you, that's healthier."
He rolls his eyes at me but takes the lollipop from me and opens it and puts it in his mouth, not saying anything.
In the evening
It's raining outside so I decide to go out for a walk. I walk to a super market near my house when I suddenly notice Yoongi ahead of me, walking without an umbrella. I run up to him and put the umbrella above both of us. He looks at the umbrella and then at me and raises his eyebrow. I scold him about walking without an umbrella when it's raining so hard outside, like today. I take his hand and say:"Come on, let's go to my place to drink some warm tea." He takes his hand out of mine and starts walking away from me, ignoring my request. I pout and say:"If you're not gonna come with me, then I'll get upset and go jump again." He rolls his eyes again and then agrees.
