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I get up and run to Namjoon and Jin hyung. I say, "Something happened to Min Jee. I don't know what, but I think she got into an accident. I don't know. Come with me to look for her."They both immediately get up and we run out of the apartment. We run to the car and as Namjoon starts driving, I look at Find My iPhone for Min Jee's location. We drive there and I immediately get out of the car. I run to the side of the road where there are a lot of people gathered...and I fall to my knees when I see what happened.
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Min Jee's car is upside down and it's a wreck. There's another car next to it, also wrecked, but not half as badly as Min Jee's. I run over to the car and crouch down, then I see Min Jee lying unconscious in the car and her head is bleeding. I somehow pry the door open and with the help of other people I pull her out.
I pull her out onto the road, in the middle of all the people. Her bloody head looks scary. I can't stop my tears. I start shaking her and yell, "Yah, Kim Min Jee. Wake up. You have to wake up."I feel her move a little. I look at her and her eyes open a little. She sees me and smiles weakly. Then she reaches up and touches my cheek. She says, "Yoongi oppa. You're here." I cry and smile weakly, then say, "Yes, I'm here. So stay with me until the ambulance comes."
She smiles wider and says, "Yoongi oppa. I love you. Never forget that." Then a tear runs down her cheek and her eyes close. And her hand slips from my cheek and falls to the ground. I grab her hand and scream, "No. Min Jee. Kim Min Jee. No." I start crying uncontrollably and pull her head into my lap.
My tears fall onto her cheeks and run down her face. After a minute or two, which feels like an eternity, I hear the ambulance pull up to us. They lift Min Jee off me and put her in the car. I can see they're trying to get her heartbeat back. Namjoon and Jin grab my arms and pull me up.
They both hug me and I feel like they're crying too. I hear the ambulance drive away. My friends push me into the car and follow the ambulance to the hospital. But I fall asleep from crying and lie down in the back seat of the car.
About two months later
I'm sitting in the dance hall, looking at the opposite wall, hugging Min Jee's teddy bear that I gave her after we got together. The dance hall door opens and the other guys come in. They sit around me and Namjoon gives me a partial hug. I keep looking at the opposite wall and ignore them. I sit like that for a few minutes, but then I feel tears start to roll down my cheeks, but I ignore it.
The manager comes in and sits down next to us. He asks Jungkook, "And how long does he sit here like this every day?" Jungkook looks at me and says, "A couple of hours." Namjoon says, "But we have to understand him. What happened really traumatized us all, but we'll never understand how he feels. He lost both the baby and Min Jee."
Jimin says, "I miss Noona." They all agree, but the manager says, "I know it was really traumatic, but it's been two months since the accident. He needs to slowly start trying to get over it." Namjoon says, "We need to give him time." Then Jimin says to the manager, "I still can't believe what happened. It was scary and I understand hyung's reaction."Everyone else agrees and the manager asks, "And he sits like this every day like in a trance?" Everyone else nods and Namjoon says, "He barely eats or sleeps. I feel so sorry for him." I suddenly speak up, smiling, "I remember the first time I met her. When she wanted to jump off a bridge. I felt so sorry for her at the time, but also something drew me to her. After that, I couldn't stop myself from spending time with her."
The manager smiles and then Namjoon says, "She cured Yoongi hyung of his depression. They were each other's first loves." I say, "Yah. What are you talking about? We will always be each other's first loves, that will never change." Namjoon nods and says, "I know." Hoseok says, "I remember when we met her. It was at her 18th birthday party that Yoongi hyung threw for her as a surprise. That was the first time I saw her. She looked like an angel. I had a crush on her for a while."
Namjoon smiles and says, "We all have. Especially Jimin, right?" We all think about the time Min Jee was at our place and Jimin kissed her. Jimin smiles and nods. I think about everything that has happened since the first time we met. So many fantastic moments are running through my mind.The manager looks at the teddy bear and asks, "Again, what is this?" Namjoon says, "Yoongi hyung's gift to Min Jee when they got together. Min Jee's favorite thing in the world, right after Yoongi hyung."
I smile and then think about what happened again and my smile disappears. Namjoon says, "He still blames himself for it. Because she was driving to his place when the accident happened." Jungkook asks, "What happened to her apartment that was vandalized?"Namjoon says, "Yoongi hyung took care of it. The insurance paid out and he sold the apartment afterwards." The others nod. Then I look at them with teary eyes and say, "I want her back."Namjoon says, "I know, hyung. You're not the only one, we all do." I look at them and then I think of her. Her enchanting smile and eyes, her perfect body. Her laugh.... Her. I blink back tears and say, "Okay. Let's start today's workout, shall we?" And they know that this is how I take my mind off her, so they get up and we start our workout.
