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I wake up on the couch, covered in a blanket. I open my eyes and sit up. Yoongi, whose lap my head was resting on, removes the pillow from my feet and says, "You're awake. You slept for a couple of hours."

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I look at him and say, "I remember." He looks at me, putting the phone down, and asks, "What do you mean? What do you remember?" I say, "Everything. I remember everything." He smiles and says, "Congratulations. I'm happy for you."


I rub my head and take a sip of the water Yoongi hands me. He gets up and leaves the room. I say, "Yah, oppa. Where are you going?" He says, "Away. You're awake, so I don't have to watch you anymore."


This annoys me, I get up and start running and jump on his back. He says, "Yah, what are you doing?" I say, "You're going to leave me alone." He says, "So?" I say, "I'm not letting you." He says, "I'm Min Yoongi. I'm not asking permission. I don't care." I say, "You seriously need to stop saying that."


He says, "Meh." I jump off him and say, "That's it. I'm sick of you. I don't want to play with you anymore." He grabs my hand and turns me towards him. He says, "Oh, baby. You're in for a hell of a ride. We haven't even started yet." He looks at me and says, "Ha, I can't. You're adorable."I ask, "Why is that?" He says, "I'm short at 5'11, but then you stand next to me at 5'3 and make me feel better about myself." I pout, but he hugs me and says, "Uh, no. Don't be offended. That's cute."


I look at him sadly and he gives me a quick kiss on the lips. It makes me smile. He says, "Always keep smiling. You have the most beautiful smile in the whole world." I smile wider and he can't stop himself from smiling too.


He hugs me tighter and kisses me on the forehead. Then he asks, "Okay, where were you and I before?" I ask, "When, before?" He smiles and says, "In the kitchen." I smile and say, "Aaaaa." He smiles flirtatiously and I say, "Right. I remember. I was going home."He says, "YAH. Don't ruin the fun." I smile and say, "I don't know anything." He says, "You know what I'm talking about." I shake my head, then Yoongi reaches for my water glass and pours some of it over me.


Then he says, "It's payback for my shirt. But also, you're wearing a wet shirt now. You should probably take it off or you'll get sick." I laugh and say, "Yah, Min Yoongi." He says, "You forgot to say oppa." I say, "You haven't earned that name yet. You will, then we'll talk."He asks, "And how can I earn it then? ;)" I say, "You wish." He says, "Well, you know what, when you look like that and you can see everything through your shirt, it's hard to resist." I say, "Oh, so what?" I take the glass from his hands and pour the rest of it over myself and a little bit on him for revenge.


He grins and then I take off my shirt and to his dismay, I have an undershirt that's not see-through, even though it's wet. He pouts and then takes off his shirt because he knows it's hard for me to give him up.


I look at him and gulp. He says, "What's up, babe? Hard to resist me now?" I look away, but I feel him pull me closer and slide his hands under my skirt. He picks me up and carries me to the couch. He lays me down gently on the couch and then kisses my neck, which makes me weak.He says, "You know I know you better than you know yourself, right? I know what you like...or don't like," and he pulls my shirt over my arms and waves it off.


"I know the places that make you weak, the places that make your legs turn to jelly, the places that will make you cry or scream...I know it all, even if you don't know it yourself."


EI smile and say, "Remember when we were at my place shortly after your debut and I had a cast on my leg? When you asked me if I....did it with my ex?"

He nods and I say, "How do you know I wasn't lying to you? Maybe I just didn't want to hurt your feelings...You don't know that already. Maybe my first time wasn't with you, like you did with me?"


He says, "Huh....you want to make me angry on purpose now? Or make me jealous?" I shrug and he says, "Well, you know what, you're just making me angry right now." I smile because that's actually my plan. Because when he's angry or annoyed, he has more energy and anger to take out somewhere. And it just feels better to me....if you know what I mean ;).


He pushes me further down the couch, kisses my neck and bites into it. Then he says, "You know. This is not the time to talk about other people. You are with me." As I expected, he is angry. And it makes every touch of his feel better.


His kisses on my neck make my breath catch. He moves from my neck down slowly and my breath remains jerky. He starts leaving small bruises of different colors everywhere. This is the first time he has left me even one bruise. It means he is very jealous and furious.


He, in parallel with the kisses, puts his hands under my skirt and frees me from my tights. My breathing becomes shallower and he smirks. Then he asks, "What's up? Swallowed your tongue?" I take a breath and say, "Oh, Dohyun oppa."


He looks at me and asks, "What did you call me?" I pretend it was unintentional and say, "Sorry, I meant Yoongi oppa. I mixed up the words." He looks at me angrily and then I realize that I've achieved my goal.


He starts marking me more angrily and then kisses me very aggressively, then says, "I'm going to make you remember my name. I'm going to make you scream it and I'm not going to let you forget it." I smile and... I won't tell you any more. You can figure out what happens next.


The next day

I wake up on the floor next to the couch and I'm scared. The wooden table next to the TV and I assume so, the furniture in Yoongi's bedroom and kitchen is also broken and there are feathers from the pillows everywhere. I look at Yoongi, who is sleeping next to me, and I smile. Now, of course, he is sleeping perfectly still and looks sweet and innocent, but yesterday he was almost a different person.I smile, remembering the night. But then I feel my whole body ache and then I don't feel so good anymore. I lie back and touch Yoongi's nose. He opens one eye and looks at me. I say, "Yoongi oppa." He opens both eyes and looks at me with a happy smile.

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