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While I still have time, I take a few pictures and post them on Instagram, and then I film TikToks.
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Later, Yoongi looks at my TikToks and texts me: "Baby, u in trouble." I smile when I read his message. Then I put my phone aside. I get my clothes ready and then I take a shower. After I finish washing, I get dressed, put on makeup and eat a little. Then I go.
Later
Dohyun and I are sitting in a cafe, drinking coffee and having a good time for quite some time. I am laughing at some joke he told when suddenly Dohyun oppa smiles at me and gently places his hand on top of mine. I look at his hand and pull my hand away from his touch.
I look at him and say: "Dohyun oppa....." He says: "We are just friends. Don't worry. I know." Suddenly Yoongi speaks up: "Yah. How dare you touch my girl?" I turn around and Yoongi is standing behind me.
I ask: "Yoongi oppa, what are you doing here?" He says: "Have you looked at your phone? Do you know what time it is?" I look at him with confusion on my face. Then I pull my phone out of my bag that was on the ground.
I look and it is already 7 pm. And I have several missed calls and messages from Yoongi. I catch my breath and say, "OMG. Yoongi oppa, I'm sorry. I completely forgot about you. How did time go by so fast? Have we really been sitting here for 5 hours?"
Yoongi says, "How sweet of you, Min Jee." He walks over to us, picks up my things, and says to me, "Let's go, baby." Then he turns to Dohyun, who greets him kindly. Then he says, "Please don't touch Min Jee like that again."
And then he takes my hand and pulls me out of the cafe. As we walk to his car, I say, "Yoongi oppa. I'm sorry. I didn't notice how time flew by." He ignores me and gets in the car.I stop at the car door. Yoongi always opens the car door for me... always. However, I can see that he's not going to do it now, so I open the door myself and get in the car. I look at Yoongi and he says, "Fasten your seatbelt," without looking at me. Meanwhile, he fastens his seatbelt and starts the car.
I obey and then take my phone out of my bag. When Yoongi starts driving, I sit more comfortably in the seat and turn on the phone. I text my friends the whole way to his apartment because I can see that Yoongi is not in a good enough mood to talk to me.
When we get out, he takes my things and goes upstairs to his apartment. I sigh and quietly follow him. When we're upstairs, he puts my things down, tells me there's food in the kitchen, and goes to the bedroom.
I go to the kitchen and realize that I don't really want to eat. And that I need to talk to Yoongi so he'll stop ignoring me. I go into the bedroom, looking for Yoongi, but I see his clothes lying on the floor. So he's in the shower.
I sigh and then smile after a second. Because I realize that if I join him in the shower, he'll have no choice but to talk to me. I undress on the way to the bathroom and get in the shower.His back is to me, so I walk up to him and hug him from behind. I feel him not startled, but he freezes. He says, "Min Jee." I approach him from the front and say, "Oppa. You can't be mad at me forever and ignore me for much longer."
He says, "I can. Watch me." I pout, push him away, turn my back on him, and step under the water, letting it wet my hair and body. Yoongi sighs and I know he's smiling. Then he comes over and hugs me himself.
Then he says, "Oh, you little cutie." I look up at his face, smile, and ask, "Does that mean you forgive me?" He pretends to think and then says, "Hmm. No." I say, "Oppaaaaaa. Come on." He says, "Convince me that I need to forgive you." I grin and then with a few good techniques I convince him.
Later
I stay longer in the shower than Yoongi because he wants to play some video games but I wanna stay longer and take a bath in his shower/bathtub. All is good when I suddenly hear some dishes breaking and some yelling. I step out immediately and get changed. I walk out to where Yoongi is and I look at him with surprise on my face.
He's standing by the table and he has smashed some dishes. "Is everything okay, oppa?" He looks at me with anger in his eyes and asks:"Is it okay? Why don't you tell me?" I raise my eyebrow but before I get to answer, he shoves his phone in my face. I look at what he's trying to show me and I see it's pictures of me and my colleague from one of our photo shoots as well as couple photos from a music video we starred in. We look like a couple, sure, since we're hugging and look like a real passionate couple in them but it's just pretend. I want to explain but Yoongi just starts yelling in anger.
"I WISH I HAD NEVER MEET YOU. I WISH NOTHING HAD EVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US. I WISH YOU HAD NEVER COME INTO MY LIFE AND I HAD LET YOU DIE THERE. MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER. MEETING YOU WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE."
I slowly turn to him and tears well up in my eyes. I ask, "What did you just say?" He finishes what he said. He turns to me and his eyes widen a little. He opens his mouth and, moving closer to me, says, "Wait. I didn't mean it like that."
I grab my jacket from the couch in front of me and say, "I think you meant it. When you're angry, you always bring out the true thoughts that you don't usually have the courage to say." He takes a few steps toward me, but I wave him off and say, "Don't come near me." He starts to come near me, but I step back and say, "It's over between us. I can't stay here anymore."
I quickly open the door and, wiping my tears, run out of the room. Jimin moves out of the way so I can pass him. He looks at me as I walk away, then at Yoongi, and then comes after me. I run out of the house and Jimin runs after me. He grabs my hand and turns me to face him.
I wipe my tears and look into his eyes. He nods understandingly and pulls me into a tight hug. I cry into his embrace and he pats my head. After a moment, he lets go of me and says, "Let me take you home. If you haven't noticed, it's raining really hard outside." I smile weakly and nod.
As we get in the car, I look back at the BTS house, where Yoongi is standing...looking at me. I look down at my hands and take a deep breath. Jimin starts the car and we drive away. Jimin looks at me, takes my hand in his and squeezes it gently. I smile at him and then he says, "You used to live with Yoongi hyung, right?" I nod and say, "Yeah, but I'm maybe gonna move back in with my friend. I'll figure something out."
Jimin smiles at me and then I ask, "Actually, Jimin.....if it's not too much of a request...can you please stay with me tonight? I just don't want to be alone tonight." He looks at me and says, "Sure. Anything for you, cutie." I smile weakly and ask, "So where are we staying?"
Jimin looks at the road and says, "If you want, we can ask Jungkook or Hoseok if we can stay at his place for a few days. You know, while you move out of Yoongi hyung's place and move back in with your girlfriend." I nod, as if to show that it's okay. Then I ask, "But will the others mind if you spend time with me like this?"
He shrugs and says, "No, probably not. Everyone loves you. You're our family." I nod and then Jimin says, "Anyway, I have a rehearsal tomorrow morning, but then I'm free and we can go pick up your stuff from hyung's place. Is that okay?" I nod and then when we stop at a red light, Jimin takes out his phone and unlocks it.
Then he hands me the phone and says, "Can you call Jungkook, please? I'm just driving and....y'know, safety first." I nod and start typing Jungkook's name in the search box. It shows me Jungkook's contact as Maknae Jungkookie. I smile and start calling, then I want to give the phone to Jimin, but he tells me to put it on speaker.
I obey and then remain dead quiet. Jimin laughs at that and then Jungkook picks up the phone. "Yeah, Jimin-sshi?" I hold back my laughter, Jimin laughs and then asks, "Yah. Jungkookie. Can Min Jee and I stay at your place for a few days? Y'know, until she moves out of hyung's place."Jungkook says, "Aaah. So everything is over, over between them?" Jimin looks at me questioningly, I nod and Jimin says, "Yeah, I guess so." Jungkook sighs and says, "Yeah, of course. How is she feeling? I heard hyung screaming even through the headphones. Poor thing." I shake my head and Jimin understands and says, "Bad. I mean, how can she feel?"Jungkook says, "Yeah, I understand. Uhh, but yeah. Sure. You can stay, of course. If her stuff is with hyung, then she can take my clothes and stuff to use until she gets hers back." I smile and say, "Thanks, Kookie. I owe you."
There's a silence for a few seconds and Jimin and I both start laughing. Jungkook says, "Sure. Speaker. But noona, don't worry about it. It's not a problem. Whatever you need, the guys and I will get it for you."
I smile and say, "Thanks, but right now I just need some peace and time to myself." He mumbles something and Jimin gives me a weak smile. Then he says to Jungkook, "Whatever, Kookie. Thank you. I'll text you later, okay?" Jungkook replies, "Okay. Bye, hyung. Bye, noona." I answer Jungkook with the same and then Jungkook hangs up.
I put Jimin's phone in my pocket. He smiles and says, "You know I'll need it back later, right?" I smile and say, "We'll see." He turns on the music in the car, I pull up the hood of my jacket and lean my head against the window. I close my eyes and let a few tears fall.When we get to Jungkook's apartment, Jimin locks the door and turns on the lights. Then he says, "Come on, I'll show you the apartment." He shows me the apartment, which is very stylish. Then he shows me the room and gives me Jungkook's clothes.
