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I let Geum Jae drive me home and then I get ready and drive to Yoongi's apartment. When I get to his apartment, I ring the doorbell and feel my heart pounding with stress.
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When Yoongi opens the door and sees me, he asks, "What do you want? I'm not your boyfriend, so you shouldn't be here." I reply, "I'm not leaving until I talk to you." He sighs and steps aside, letting me enter the apartment. I go inside and bend down to take off my shoes, but my stomach is getting in the way a little. Yoongi sighs, closes the apartment door, and comes to help me.He sits down on a small bench, pulls me closer, and places my foot between his legs. He slowly unties the shoe and carefully takes it off, then does the same with the other foot. I look at him and I feel his eyes scan me, then his gaze moves from my outfit to my feet.
Our eyes meet, then he coughs and stands up. He invites me into the living room and offers me a seat. I smile and sit down. Yoongi sits down next to me too, closer than I expected.I look at him and he looks into my eyes. I'm silent for a moment, but then Yoongi says, "You said you wanted to talk. Then talk." I nod and stand up because I'm nervous. I say, "Uhh, Yoongi. As you know, I'm pregnant....About four months."
Yoongi gets angry, so I back away quickly. He comes closer to me and I back away until my back is pressed against the wall of the room. Yoongi comes up to me and says, "I thought you loved me. You knew how I felt about you. And I even lost my virginity with you. But you didn't care. You still went with my brother, slept with him, and got pregnant by him. How could you, Kim Min Jee??"
I put my hand out in front of me to keep him at bay. He grabs my hand fiercely and pushes it aside, pinning me against the wall by my leg. I feel his hand move from my hand to my leg. I feel his hand touch my leg and slide up. He looks me in the eye and says, "And if you're with my brother, why are you kissing some guy other than him?"
"Do you really like toying with other people's feelings that much? Are you really that disgusting?" I lower my hands and say, "Okay, that's it. I've had enough. If you won't let me talk and won't listen to me, then I'm leaving. I've had enough of listening to these insults."
I turn and try to walk away, but Yoongi pushes me back against the wall and kisses me hard. His hands slide under my skirt, lifting it up, and squeeze my bottom. I pull away and ask, "What the hell are you doing?" He sighs and says, "Kim Min Jee, you're driving me crazy. I can't get you out of my head no matter how hard I try."
I look at him and say, "What about all that stuff you said? And if I'm with your brother, then I can't kiss you." Yoongi says, "That's what drives me the most. That you're so close to me, but so far from me." He unbuckles my belt and says, "I gotta have you right now, no matter what."I ask, "Why?" He says, "I don't care right now if you're with my brother or anyone else. Right now, you're mine, so shut up." His intense kisses are driving me crazy. I help him undo my skirt.He pushes me and pushes me onto the couch. He gets rid of my shirt and says, "Ugh, Kim Min Jee. What are you doing to me?" He desperately and quickly undresses me and then undresses himself.....and you know what happens next.
Later
I sit up and, as I cover myself with the blanket, I say, "Yoongi. I came here for a reason, because I wanted to tell you something." He pulls me back, kisses me, and then asks, "Do you really need to say something right now?" I sit back up and say, "Yoongi oppa." He sits up too and says, "Ugh. Fine. What's up?" I take a deep breath and say, "Yoongi oppa. I'm not with Geum Jae oppa. And I'm not pregnant by him."
Yoongi looks at me and says, "Wait, what?" I say, "I'm pregnant by YOU, Yoongi oppa. But Geum Jae oppa just said that because I was afraid you'd give up the baby. And I know you're busy with your career. So I didn't want to get in the way and make you choose between me and your career."
Yoongi says, "Kim Min Jee....aishh, you really are a fool sometimes." I say, "What?" He says, "Do you really think I could ever give up on you? And if you're pregnant with my child, of course I want to be a part of it. I could never give up on you and our child. And I'll never be too busy for you. I promise." I start crying and say, "That's what you're saying now. But we're not even together. And you said yourself that you don't want kids until you're 35 and that you're not ready for a relationship or kids right now. And I don't want you to get in trouble because of me."
Yoongi says, "I don't care about us not being together. Or getting in trouble. If that's you, then I'm ready for a relationship and a kid. Everything." I say, "Promise?" He smiles and says, "Promise." Then he kisses me and rolls me over onto my back, into a lying position. He pulls the blanket off my stomach and kisses my stomach.
Then he says, "Hello, baby. This is Min Yoongi, your daddy. I don't care if you're a little boy or a little girl, I'm going to be with you and your mommy right now. I love you and I love your mommy. So I can't wait for you to be born so I can give you as much love as I give your mommy."I smile at the sight and a few tears fall. How much one meeting can change, I think. I soon fall asleep.
Around a month later
After that day, Yoongi and I changed our relationship. We confessed to each other that we loved each other and started dating a few days later. Anyway, I was driving home from the ultrasound and talking to Yoongi on the way. I pulled up to the apartment building and got out of the car.I said, "Yoongi-yah, you really don't want to come to my place?" He said, "Yah, Kim Min Jee. I'm your oppa. Yoongi oppa." I laughed and said, "Okay, oppa. By the way, did you see the sonogram pictures I sent you?" I heard him smile, and then he said, "Yeah, I did. The guys saw them too. It's weird to think that you have a mini-human in your stomach."
I had already managed to drive up to my apartment by the time I was talking to Yoongi. I pull out my key and am about to unlock the door when I notice that it is open and even slightly ajar. I ask Yoongi, "Oppa, I locked the apartment when we went to eat, didn't I?"
He says, "Obviously. What?" I open the apartment door and say, "I think someone has been here. The door was open." He says, "What???" I enter the apartment and all the windows and mirrors are broken and everything is vandalized. I scream and tell Yoongi, "Oppa. Someone has been here. Everything is vandalized."
On the mirror, in red paint or blood, it says, "Break up with Min Yoongi." Then I notice that there is red writing all around the room telling me to leave Yoongi, or comments about my pregnancy. I cry and Yoongi says, "Min Jee, come to me. Right now."I run out of the apartment and run downstairs to the car. He says, "Keep talking to me." I agree and cry quietly, and I feel my hands shaking a lot. He asks, "Are you scared? You'll be with me in a moment and I'll protect you."
I'm struggling to breathe and I want to say something when I suddenly feel a blow and scream. And then I pass out.
Yoongi POV
I hear Min Jee breathing heavily and then I hear a sudden noise and then Min Jee screaming. Then everything goes silent. I yell into the phone, "Min Jee?? Min Jee, what happened?? Yah, Kim Min Jee. If this is a joke, then it's definitely not funny and I'm going to beat you up for it. Yah, Kim Min Jee??" I hear some background noises and voices. Then the phone hangs up.
I get up and run to Namjoon and Jin hyung. I say, "Something happened to Min Jee. I don't know what, but I think she got into an accident. I don't know. Come with me to look for her."They both immediately get up and we run out of the apartment. We run to the car and as Namjoon starts driving, I look at Find My iPhone for Min Jee's location. We drive there and I immediately get out of the car. I run to the side of the road where there are a lot of people gathered...and I fall to my knees when I see what happened.
