365 Days (Complete)

Chapter 17: Decision

Chapter 17: Decision

Charlene's POV

   Am I dreaming? I saw bullet, a lot of bullet. I'm running but the bullet keeps hitting me

   It made me weak and let myself kneel

   "You're dead" she whispered and shot me again

   Sunlight hits my face, it woke me up

   I tried sitting in my bed and looked around

   "You're awake" ngiting saad ni mama at marahan akong niyakap

   "Ma...si Xyver? Si Kate?" I asked but she kept silent, are they--no!

   "Kate is awake too, nasa kabilang kwarto siya" saad ni Randall na hindi ko namalayang pumasok sa kwarto

   "Si...Xyver? Is he...alive?" they kept silent

   "Answer me" I coldly said, I started crying

   They didn't answer, instead he hugged me. I need a fvcking answer, why can't they just tell me where he is?

   "He...left" I frowned

   "He's...dead?" I asked, I didn't wait for his reply. I started crying, my heart is aching

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   I can't sleep, knowing he's gone. He left me, really? This can't be, he's strong. I know he's alive

   "You can't sleep?" tanong ni Randall at lumapit sa higaan ko

   "I can't" I sobbed

   "Sinisipon ka, you should take a rest. Rest your mind" he said and put the blanket in me

   "Good night" before he left, I held his hand

   "You really don't know where he is? He's really dead?" he held my hand

   "You should rest, 'wag na makulit" I sighed

   "I want to go outside" he sighed and help me get into the wheelchair

   I have to be careful to my every movement, I still have stitches

   "We can't go outside, but we can looked at the glass window just outside this room" I nodded

   He started rolling my wheelchair towards the glass window he's talking about

   I looked at the moon, and closed my eyes. I can't feel the cold wind

   I opened the notebook Xyver gave to me, I opened the pen and started writing

   'The moon is beautiful isn't it? I hope you're looking at it. I hope you're still alive, I don't want to lose you. I don't want you to lose your life because of me. I don't want to lose you for protecting me. Please don't go, not this soon my love' I wrote in the remaining last piece of the notebook

   I took a deep breathe and looked at the moon till I got sleepy

Xyver's POV

   I'm contented looking at you from a far, I hope she won't do anything stupid while I'm gone

   "She's sleeping" he said, I smiled and came out of the dark

   I kneel infront of her, her eyes are swollen because of crying

   "I'll...leave her to you" I nodded

   "Thank you" I said that made him stop for walking

   "You...changed" I chuckled