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< us against the world- p×y/n///01 >

///ah yes, another white boy that
i simp for...... what's new
tho? lmao\\\

///this isn't really focused around the
song itself but more on the idea
of being their for someone
through all- us against
the world\\\

///pronouns- he/they cause i
never really see he/him
pronouns in fics\\\

-us against the world///punz×y/n
chapt. 01/01

         sometimes it feels like the world is falling down around me, that i'll fall into the core of earth- have it swallow me whole.

         sometimes i feel so fucking alone. even if y/n is right next me, i feel miles away from him, even if i see the thousands of people watching me or the numbers grow on my social media i feel so seperated from everyone.

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         i wake up in a blind panic, the adrenaline pulsing through my veins, i don't even remember why i was panicking but every fucking fiber in my being is screaming at me to run, go, leave, danger, danger, danger, dang-

         "lukey?" i hear it distantly, i'm more focused on getting away.

         i get off the bed & run to the corner of the room, to filled with fear & adrenaline to think about anything else. my hands over my eyes not wanting to see what else is in the room with me,

         they're here, they're here, they're here-

         RUN, RUN, RUN, RU-

         "babe?" i again hear the same voice but i'm much more focused on the sound of something coming closer to me, IT'S THEM, IT'S THEM, IT'S THE-

         "GET AWAY!" i loudly whisper, "please..." i say again, there's no answer but the continuous repeat of: THEY ARE HERE

         i bang my fists against my head hoping it'll calm them & it does, it lessens them. the pain calms them if only for a moment.

         but the feeling of hands roughly against me pulling down- trying to stop the only sourse of relief interupts me, i try to pull away,

         please go, please go, please go,

         stop, stOP, STOP, STOP, STOP STO-

         "STOP!" i don't even realise i said that out loud, the feeling of hands stop & i don't think as i run across the room still in such a blind panic filled with flight. i slide down the wall; head on my knees & my hands in my long blond hair pulling,

         i hear a familiar soft voice, faint at first, through my overbearing thoughts. i try to focus on it, hoping it'll pull me back to reality, it slowly grounds me while i fight with myself.

         after an unknown amount of time the panic subsides & i can think again, brain not so overwhelmed with itself screaming.

         i look up & meet eyes with y/n his eyes uncertain, asking if i'm okay & if he can hug me. i just lay my legs out & open my arms, their eyes light up & walk over to me & sit in my lap. i wrap my arms around their smaller figure, my face in their hair.

         "i'm sorry." i whisper, my lips moving against their soft y/h/c hair, i hear him sigh with displeasure but i continue, "i know i didn't choose to have nightmares but.....i can't help but to feel bad putting you through the stress of my nightmares & shit.." i mumble most if that out feeling so bad about all of this, he shakes his head a little,

         "it might be stressful babe but watching you slowly get better & heal, nights spent cuddeling, our cooking dates- spending any time at all with you- you mean way to much to push aside just because you have some issues & have nightmares. you put up with my shit & i'll put up with your shit okay? no need to feel bad about it." they turn their head & kiss my cheeck quickly & i smile softly.

         "what did i do to have someone as loving & understanding as you?" i ask then press quick little kisses on their hair, they giggle & shake their head,

         "stoooop," the giggles continue as i press even more kisses to their hair & some to his neck "it tickles!" he pushes me away playfully but i wrap my arms around him,

         "no no no," i almost sing out while i fall over with them & hold him on top of me, he giggles into my neck & i already know they are blushing, "you're so cute when you blush y/n." i laugh as he somehow manages to hide their face even more into my chest.

///i hate this, i hate this, i hate this, i
hate this, i hate this, i hate
this, i hate this, i hate
this, i hate th-\\\

///it's short sorry ig?\\\

///lowercase intentional\\\
///words- 777\\\