///the song is pretty explicit but if you do
like this song he's on spotify, itunes, &
youtube. he plays amoung us with
some pretty big people like pewds,
poki, jacksepticeye, ludwig, toast,
& shit he also does scary story's
on youtube. his twit & tik tok
are pretty cool too, under
corpse_husband\\\
///anyway enough of me simping for a faceless guy let's just fucking go, there might be
small gore warning but other then
that it's just a normal
hurt/comfort\\\
-miss you///josh×mason
chapt. 01/01
"mason?" i ask through the shitty fake oak door, tapping it lightly, "are you okay buddy?" i continue hoping for an actual response this time & not a yell & thankfully the response is him opening the door. i see about what i expected; the mirror is shattered & empty bottles are littered everywhere & i see at least one that's labeled everclear. i look him, his red eyes from being either drunk off his mind or crying or both, probably both.
"w-whyyy are you hereee joshy?" he asks, his voice slurring, he's obviously drunk, the nickname makes my heart tug.
what am i doing here? should i have even came? it's probably making this worse for him but getting call after call of how fucked up mason has been since i broke it off with him i had to see him, talk to him, though he's so fucked i don't think he'll remember anything about tonight,
"carson, joko, amanda, maddie- they all called me, they are worried about you & i-i am too..." i say not really knowing how to say how truly worried i am him without feeling like i'm pushing boundaries, i already feel like i am by just being here.
"wellll they're wrong. i'm finnneee. l-leave." he says trying to sound sober, his jaw taught & he crosses his arms. i know he doesn't mean it, the way his shoulders are set & that familiar look in his eyes saying please stay says something very different.
"mason-" i stop myself before i finish as i look down at his slowly bleeding hand, "fuck. mason, you're bleeding." i say walking towards him, he takes a step back away from me & hides his hand behind him,
"noooo, joshy i am finnne. you're just overdramatic like alwaaays." he says now trying to close the door, i put a hand on it so it dosent close & force my way into the room, "joooooosh, you SUCK." he says crossing his arms glaring at me.
"shut up mason," i roll my eyes then continue, "let me clean your hand okay?" i say reaching for him again, he backs away but this time i grab his arm before he can move back, "please just let me it okay?" he rolls his eyes,
"j-just shut up & cl-clean it, d-dick." he mumbles & then, thankfully, allows me to sit him down on the closed toilet & clean his hand.
thankfully there's no glass, that i can see at least, it takes me awhile to fully clean it then wrap it,
"go & lay down alright? i'll clean up here." i say as i finish up, he nods his head & walks to his room. i grab a garbage bag from the kitchen & clean up the broken glass & empty bottels, i throw it in the trash & walk to masons room, just as i'm opening the door to his room i hear him crying,
"mason, are you okay?" i ask as i open the door, i see him under the covers. i walk over to him & sit on the side of the bed, i pat his leg gently, "mason?" i ask again, he moves his leg quickly away & turns to face away from me, "i'll go then okay? i cleaned up all the glass & mason, call if need anything okay? i care about you." i say then walk to the door but just as i'm about to leave i hear mason say softly,
"wait, josh....." he sits up a little & sighs, "i'm sorry, the past few days- weeks, have been really hard on me & i miss you....a lot," he rubs his face & looks at me , "i wish i didn't feel like this, i wish i didn't look like this, & i wish i didn't miss you so much...." before i can say anything he continues, "i knew this would happen too, you leaving me, i knew it was to good to be true." he grabs his hair & sighs, "what are you even still doing here josh?! leave!" he yells standing up & walking towards me, i step back a little not expecting this,
"josh i-" i start but get intrupted,
"no! you can't just walk into my life after leaving me with nothing! you left me a broken mess josh!" he pushs me away, "you didn't even say why....you just broke it off & left! you. fucking. asshole." he shoves me again & i see the tears falling, i back up until i feel the hallway wall, i warp my arms around myself,
"i- i am so sorry mason.....i should of handled that better-" i look down as he interupts me,
"yeah no shit sherlock." i wince at the vemon that's falling from his voice, i really did hurt him...
"i- i just....i don't think i deserve you....being around you makes me feel so.....happy? complete? i don't know but i feel so good, too good, with you & i don't deserve it. you love- loved me so much & i'm a fucking asshole," i say looking at him tears threatening to fall, i look down again, "i'm a bad person mason & you deserve someone who's better then me, nicer then me, more caring..." i finish then wall slowly down the wall sitting down, as i start to cry i feel mason wrap himself around me,
"you are not a bad person, asshole maybe but not a bad person. you fucked up a lot but i love you, you dumbass." we continue to hug then i pull away,
"i'm sorry..." then rest my head in the crook of his neck, "i love you." i whisper,
"come on joshy i thought i was supposed to be the emotional one here," i shrug a little & he chuckles, "let's sleep yeah? we can talk in the morning." i nod & follow him, we end up not cuddeling but laying close to each other.
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