mcyt +friends oneshots

< yellow- cmy/n///01 >

‼️I AM NO LONGER WRITING ABOUT CARSON‼️

///i'll be leaving this fic up cause i am pround
of it but i do not & will never support
carson or his actions. what he did
is sick & i hope he gets help.\\\

///y/n= your name
y/e/c= your eye color\\\

-yellow///callmey/n
chapt 01/01

         i've been sitting here for awhile now, on top of my roof thinking but in the back of my mind somewhere i seriously hope my neighbor might see & join me like they sometimes do. even though it might be extremely dangerous or whatever this is the place i go to relax, to finally be able to think without stress, to be myself & not worry & when they join me it's carefree & fun.

         i lean back & cross my arms under my head, i look at the stars & that's when i hear the usual ruckus in the tree next to me & i see them, y/n; they have worn holey jeans & a yellow sweatshirt on, even though it's a simple outfit they look stunning. once they're on the roof they give me a smile,

         "howdy neighbor! come here often?" we both laugh as they walks over to where i am & lay down next to me to the left. i look back at the stars & somehow they look brighter & shinier, i look at y/n & see the stars reflect on their y/e/c eyes,

         "you know i come here every night almost right?" they nod their head, "well these stars are never this brilliant & i think they are shining for you." their beautiful laugh enters my ears,

         "carson?" y/n asks as they turn their head, i raise my eyebrow, "you're full of shit.' they says smiling wide, i laugh,

         "no," i shake my head my head a little, "i'm being serious, look at them shining for you." i point at the stars & y/n look at them, "they really do look brighter." i watch y/n & see their face turn a little red, i chuckle softly at how cute they look right now,

         "you are so full of shit." y/n whispers as they meet my eyes,

         "i don't think i've told you," i pause a little as their eyes just suck me in & consume me, they have little galaxys in there & damn do i get lost in them, "you have the prettiest eyes." i finish & y/n blushes a little more,

         "you really know how to sweet talk a person huh?" they respond jokingly & i shrug my shoulders a little,

         "is it sweet talking if i'm telling the truth?" i ask & this time y/n shrugs,

         "fuck if i know, i do know though you sure can compliment, carson." Y/n turns back to look at the stars but i can't help but to look at them, how can i not? they stare for a moment at the stars but turn their head &
y/e/c meets my blue,

         "i know it's been rough for you, these last couple of weeks," y/n pauses with a tight smile, i know what they're talking about, for a month or so i've been talking to a therapist & for a week now i've started a antidepressant. my moods been everywhere recently & my mind is just as unruly, "but i'm proud of you, you haven't givin up & try your best to see the good side of things, i really respect that carson." they say sitting up & crossing their legs. my eyes grow wide & i'm speechless, i follow suit sitting in front of them, but they continue, "you're amazing even if you don't think that, you're extremely funny, & one of the most caring guys i've ever met, i really like you carson." y/n finishes with a smile & i feel their hand slowly hold mine, i blush a little & gently squeeze their hand.

         i meet y/ns eyes, the light of the moon on them makes them look even more gorgeous & before i can think about anything their lips are against mine, my hand on the back of their neck, & their's on my chest. we pull away & they bite their lip a little,

         "sorry about...." they pause but i just shake my head,

         "there's nothing to be sorry about, i've wanted to do that for months now." i laugh a little & they smile,

         "why didn't you?" y/n questions & i shrug,

         "never could bring myself to do it, to nervous i guess." i say looking away a little,

         "well i'm glad we finally did, i was about to go crazy if we didn't." we both laugh a little & lay back down shoulder touching shoulder & our arms raised interlocked, holding hands.

///this was pretty hard to rewrite tbh for me
as i'm honestly not that used to writing &
using only they/them pronouns but it's
good practice so I'm not complaining,
i Just wanted to explain why the y/n
fic might be a little awkward
sounding- i'm working on
it i swear, slowly but
surely\\\

///lowercase intentional\\\
///words- 799\\\