///requests? open.\\\
///most of these are hurt/comfort but some are fluffy\\\
///some of these deal with heavy subjects but i put a very obvious warning on them & will also add a description on what it's warning if someone asks\\\
///we got mostly...
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///my first request! pog!\\\
///you asked for a hurt/angst so here's the most angsty & hurt fic i can write, enjoy lmao\\\
‐you left me///cooper×travis chapt. 01/01
(intense trigger warning)
the yells that were directed at me,
the words were poision.
i yelled too, they maybe were worse.
but you,
you were always sweet as candy, sunlight on a cloudy day, everything nice & soft in the world, your words cut so damn deep.
the door that slammed behind you has been echoing,
the sobs that racked your body,
how your voice cracked with pain & saddness,
it's all been on repeat in my mind.
i've been standing here, mind frozen, right where you left me, staring at the door you slammed in front of me.
everything playing on constant repeat- i can't make it stop
how long has it been?
minutes- hours- days?
i look around fear gripping at every part of my mind, how long has it been? i've lost sense of time again. my body shakes as i sit down on the ground, not checking the time in fear of how long i've zoned out.
i lay on my back, hands over my eyes.
"you're worthless."
"you never deserved him anyway."
"you don't have anyone now, all alone like always. you pathetic sad shit."
"maybe you should just kill yourself."
"no- no travis still cares- he- he still does." i don't even notice i'm anwsering my thoughts out loud.
"does he? really."
"he left you alone, at your worst. when you needed him most."
that thought leaves a horrible taste in my mouth & an even worse stain on my mind. he did leave me, he said he didn't love me- he yelled that multiple times.
