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‼️I AM NO LONGER WRITING
ABOUT CARSON‼️

///i'll be leaving this fic up cause i am pround
of it but i do not & will never support
carson or his actions. what he did
is sick & i hope he gets help.\\\

///just a quick short fic about
early mornings & cute
gays being gay :)\\\

-can i be close to you?///josh×carson
chapt. 01/01

         i stretch, rub my eyes, & smile as i feel the familiar weight of carson laying almost completely on top of me, he has always been the biggest cuddler & today is no exception. i continue lay here feeling the sun on my face & carson's soft breath hitting my neck everytime he breaths. i want to get up & make us breakfast but i could never disturb him, he looks so peaceful.

         i look at the sun hitting his hair perfectly making it look like gold & decide massage carson's scalp & soon enough i hear a faint moan, i smile at that knowing he'll be awake soon. i continue & soon enough i see his beautiful blue eyes & a smile that could melt the coldest heart. i place a hand on his cheeck & rub it gently,

         "i love you." i whisper looking into his eyes kissing his nose softly, somehow his smile gets even more bright & a light blush spreads on his chubby cheecks, he chuckles,

         "that's kinda fucking gay." he states with a shit eating grin, i roll my eyes largely & without a second thought push him off of me & off the bed, i hear him fall with a deep thud & & a groan.

         "what the fuck j?!" he says with his overdramatic pained voice, i look over the edge of the bed with a smile,

         "what are you talking about love?" i ask in the most innocent voice i can, he pouts then before i can try to escape he pulls me down off the bed so i land on top of him, he flips us so he's on top, i blush a little at the quick motion & where i am, he smirks & then much to my dismay starts tickling me.

         i start playfully yelling at him to stop & hitting his chest gently, just as i'm about to try & escape i hear the door open & see a very confused, almost concerned cooper. he looks at us; only in underwear & carson pretty much straddling me, he raises a finger,

         "wha-" quickly stopping himself, he lowers his hand & closes the door behind him quickly then as he leaves we hear a, "breakfast is ready if you're not to busy being gay." he says through the door loudly. i look at carson for a moment then we start laughing,

         "th- the look- the look on his stupid face!" carson says through his goat laugh i love so much, i continue laughing,

         "yeah that- that was great seeing him so unprepared," i pause a little looking at carson, how happy he is, the signature laugh bursting through the room & i don't think i've ever experienced such a pure moment before this one. i guess i was staring a little to long as i see a confused look on Carsons face,

         "josh?" he asks, "why are you staring at me? do i have something in my teeth?" he asks now worried & i just chuckle & shake my head,

         "no, no, i just....this is a moment i want to remember forever, you look so beautiful" i say quietly & blush looking down at the floor. i hear some rustling then see carson as he bear hugs me, making me fall on my back again.

         "aw j, i never want to forget this either." he says against my hair. i wrap my arms around him & cuddle my face into his neck & we stay like that until the sound of carsons tummy rumbling enters our ears & we put on cloths then head down stairs.

///sorry this is so short but i wanted
to write something very soft
& very short :)\\\

///lowercase intentional\\\
///words- 623\\\

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