Only wanna be with you

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AN - So I don't know if I'm just too excited or stupid but this is just a short baby chapter. I must be bad to release another book.... Hope you like it!!! ❤️❤️❤️

He was engaged?
Like really?
What the actual fuck?

I was stood dumbfounded trying to keep my happy surprised face on as I watched her practically being paraded around the room. I could feel my astonishment creeping in, my blood starting to boil a little. I took a deep breath in and shakily blew it out, hoping no one noticed the fury that was seeping from my veins. I was never good at hiding how I truly felt, you could see it on my face. As plain as day. And this was one of those times, so I needed to get away before anyone noticed. His head was down and I could tell he was uncomfortable as they got closer to me. He must have known my reaction wouldn't have been good. She was all smiles, well as smiley as an awkward, mute submissive could be. I know I was being harsh but this all felt wrong. Engaged? They hardly knew each other.

I congratulated them again and backed away quickly, making my leave. I could leave the party yet but I needed to be away from all these sets of eyes, especially his. I could feel his gaze burning into me as I retreated as calmly as I could. I headed as far away from them in the house as possible, up to the master bedroom. I knew Tyga had a balcony that overlooked the hills and I could do with some air right about now.

I knew I wasn't what he wanted but to get engaged in less that 4 months to a girl you hardly even know. That was a bold move. Some would say stupid. Especially for someone so private. She was cute , nice but I couldn't see anything special about her but maybe I didn't want to. Maybe that was just my jealousy. I've never had a problem with any of his 'girlfriend's' before but this one seemed rushed and to get this carried away was out of character her him. I wasn't marriage material but this just felt like he had stabbed me through the heart repeatedly. Leaving me feeling empty and alone.

Maybe he had finally fell in love

I lent against the cold metal balcony, looking over the edge. I took in all the lights sparkling in the purple and black abyss that is the LA night skyline. I sighed heavily as I watched the world go by. I could hear the cars swooshing by on the nearby highway, the bustle of passing pedestrians and the dull hum from the music being played at the impromptu engagement party downstairs.

I sighed heavily as I pulled out a pre rolled joint from my little clutch and lit it as I watched the sunset. The grey white smoke billowing around me as I continuously puffed away. The swirls of smoke encircling my body as they moved with the slight breeze. Blending in with the smoky grey mini dress I was wearing.

Not too long after I had escaped a hand snaked it's way around my waist and pulled me back against its owners chest. I resisted the urge to relax into it like I would normally do. Things where different now. I felt his lips trace the chain of my necklace bringing goosebumps up all across my skin, my head automatically tilting to better give him access. I cursed the hold he had over me. The very expensive necklace that the owner of those lips bought for me , which still remains a secret even after 5 years.

"I wondered where you had disappeared to" the sexy seductive rasp in his voice that drove me crazy whispered softly into my ear. That wasn't the tone he had just used downstairs while announcing his engagement. That tone was reserved only for me