Only wanna be with you

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After all this time I couldn't shake the uneasy feeling of him touching me. I needed him to back off I was starting to feel seedy hidden up here. This didn't feel that same now, he couldn't expect this of me. Couldn't expect me to be okay with this. I felt sick, blindsided, betrayed. That touch that I've craved for so long just felt dirty now.

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April 4th 2015

It was my birthday and Dre had decided to throw me a party at the boys place, my 20th birthday to be specific. Jason's place was bigger than my studio so it was obvious to not try and squeeze us all in mine and plus the boys liked to entertain.

I was used to being with this group of guys now, since Dre signed me we all mostly just stayed together. Mainly in this apartment or the studio. I had become the irritating little sister to all 5 of them, Austin didn't take me on as much as the others.

I stood at the front door to the apartment anticipating what was waiting for me inside. I smoothed out my hair and straightened out my clothes before taking a deep breath and knocking. I had made a little more effort to what I normally do when hanging with the boys. My usual uniform of sweatpants and a oversized T-shirt had gone, replaced by a little black dress and denim jacket. I had chose to ditch the glasses in favour of contacts and a hell of a lot more makeup than my normal nil. I didn't see the point in dressing up while we where working and I had no one to dress up for. The door swung open and Austin's gold grin came into view. His face faltered slightly, his eyes narrowing as he tried to place who I was. Then the metaphorical lightbulb went off and he dragged his eyes up and down my body almost unnoticeably before shouting out to the ongoing party. "The birthday girl has arrived!!!" His arm snaked around my shoulders and I was suddenly acutely aware of our closeness. The fact that his long limb was resting on my shoulder and that I was pressed up against his side. It was making me either want to squirm away or lean in closer, I hadn't decided yet. I blocked out everything but him pressed up against me as we walked. His firm grip on me getting me slightly excited, for some unknown reason. He walked me over to the beer pong table where Dre, Jay, Bobbie and Jason where stood. They greeted me with open arms and Dre handed me a bottle of tequila, holding his finger to his lips in typical Dre fashion. That was his present to me and his way of wishing me a great birthday.

Austin was by my side most of the night even when the girl called Ashlen,  he had been on a few dates with arrived. He was touching me at any opportunity, little grazes across my skin sending shivers up my spine. It was strange, he'd never shown any interest before tonight but I'd never thought of him in that way either if I was honest. When he wasn't near me I could see his eyes watching me from across the room, those baby blues watching my every move carefully. I had cracked open my tequila, I needed something stronger than bud light if I was going to get through the night. Especially while I was being watched

A guy I recognised as one of the promoters for a bar downtown, sidled up to me as I lent against the kitchen counter. He struck up a conversation about how he only came to talk to Posty but that he couldn't not introduce himself to the woman of the hour. I was about to make my excuses and get as far away from him as possible until I saw the look on Austin's face. If I wasn't mistaken that was full blown jealousy. His eyebrow shot up as his nostrils flared, his lips twisting into a scowl. I couldn't help myself but I played on it. I ran a hand down his arm, laughed at his completely unfunny jokes, flicked my straight brunette locks over my shoulder and bit down on my bottom lip suggestively. The fire burned bright in Austin's eyes as I saw him physically swell, standing taller almost possessively.

I excused myself from my far from exhilarating conversation I was having with 'Timmy the comedian' to head to the toilet. I didn't particularly need it I just wanted to hide from Timmy until he found some other young girl to attach himself to, now I was finished with my experiment. I pushed into the bathroom which was conveniently vacant but before I could shut the door a large body pushed past me and locked it. I looked up at his tall frame looming over me and licked my lips.

"Are you trying to tease me?" He practically barked

"Maybe" I smirked up at him not knowing what sort of reaction I would get. He blew out a long breath before placing his large hands on my hips, lifting me onto the counter and spreading my legs to stand between them. His eyes danced with excitement, the fire still burning behind them.

"Was you hoping it would push me to show me what effect your having on me?" His voice trickled like honey as he practically purred at me.

"Effect?" I cocked my eyebrow, he let out a low growl. He grabbed my hand quickly placing it on his crotch. His member protruding, trying to escape the tight confinement of his jeans. My breath hitched as I ran my palm along its length, realising he wasn't just long but girthy too. He rolled his head back as my petite hand groped him through the thick, course fabric. I revelled in the fact he was completely turned on and I hadn't even tried.

"Shit, that feels good" he breathed shakily

"Want me to look after that for you?" The words slipped from my lips sexily, I had no idea where they came from and who they belonged to. I wasn't a prude but I have never offered my skills out quite so freely before. This was unchartered territory to me but it felt right. My mouth watered at the thought of his cock. I couldn't think of a better present I could get for my birthday but to pleasure this man in front of me. The tequila pushing me along I slipped off the counter pressing my body against his. I pushed him backwards and pushed him down onto the toilet seat. His eyes flashed to mine as he watched me kneel in between his legs. I ran my hands up his thighs to unfasten those pesky jeans that where housing my present. I greedily unwrapped my present and held it in my small hand as I took it all in. I was right he had some girth as well as length, I licked my lips as I saw the pre cum start to drip down the tip. Before he could protest my lips where wrapped around the tip, sucking that salty cum. He growled low in his throat as I went to work, his hand coming to rest on my head gently. I started slow enjoying the feeling of him growing harder, hearing his breathing become shallower. His laboured breaths spurring me on as I sped up and started to deep throat, taking as much of him as I could. I could feel that he was close, his dick throbbing against my tongue. I kept my head down as he pumped his hot cum down my throat. I came up for air, swallowing his cum as I raised off my knees. His eyes following me as I turned and checked my makeup in the mirror. I saw him staring at me in awe as he redressed himself. His hands slid up my legs and under my dress, cupping my pubic area. His thick fingers rubbing my now wet core

"Just wait till later and I get you alone again" he rasped down my ear before he slipped out of the room. My spine tingled in anticipation