Only wanna be with you

6

It was going to be hard. He made me feel alive.  The thoughts of our now less frequent meetings gave me purpose. I got butterflies on the days leading up to our time together. The text messages got hotter and the sexual tension was almost tangible. Our unconventional relationship had distracted me from all the stuff that came along with our lifestyle. He had kept me from falling deep into the party scene.

Well we kinda did that for each other. Dre had gotten us both into  partying all day and night and it took a toll on both of us. We where shells of ourselves. Our whole group where into it and no one wanted to get out. He had Ashlen but I had no one. Not that Ashlen was any help she was as deep as us.

I had detached myself from him before. It only lasted 2 months before he was at my feet begging for my forgiveness. I knew how desperate he must have been to do that, to show me him weak. The submissive in me felt ashamed I had let it get to that. But I knew now that I couldn't let him manipulate me like that again. He had no intentions of being with me and I was holding out hoping he would realise that I was the one for him. That day was never coming. I was never going to be what he wanted .

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Austin was sat back down with Ashlen on his knee when I reappeared from the restroom, to my surprise the guy I was dancing with was now sat with us. I smiled politely and turned my head slightly to see Austin's face. He looked seething. I was stuck between playing it safe or playing with fire and I chose the latter. I wanted to know what his limits where. I sat beside my handsy admirer and joined in the conversation. It wasn't long till his body was turned towards me and his arm was resting on the seat behind me, his attention fully on me. I fully took stock of him. He was handsome, very clean cut. He was blonde, his eyes where emerald green and he had whiter than white teeth. He looked like the perfect man, like a Ken doll. Not my type at all but very good eye candy. I flirted back with him,  a little flirting was no harm. Even if Austin did look like he was going to rip him apart limb from limb. 

The night was drawing to a close and I announced I was going home, hoping I would get a visit from a very wound up rockstar. I said my goodbyes and just before one of the security guards could lead me out lead me out Andrew, the flirty guy asked me for my number. I thought about not giving it him for a split second but I decided against it. Why shouldn't I give my number out to a cute guy who wants to take me on dates. I didn't even look to see Austin's reaction because I hoped I would find out soon enough. I kissed Andrew on the cheek and I left

I doubted myself when he didn't come banging within the hour. What if that was just a one off thing? What if I was wrong and he wasn't interested in making this thing a regular thing. Maybe his sex with everyone was that incredible. That sex with me was nothing special in comparison to the rest of the girls he's slept with.

I had ordered pizza so I was just milling about tidying up my apartment from our previous drinks . When there was a slight knock on my door. I grabbed my wallet and headed to pay the pizza guy. I saw the pizza box and I held out the money as I gripped the pizza box. A 'no thanks' in a Texas accent startled me . I looked up to see him smirking down at me, his grill gone.

"Austin" I tried to sound confident but my voice cracked nervously. He had clearly been home because he was just wearing sweats and a T-shirt, just as hot as his ensemble earlier in my eyes. I smirked knowing my teasing had pushed hi to come over tonight.

"Rhiannon" he breathed as he stepped forward into my apartment. I stepped aside to let him past as I held the door for him. He put the pizza down on the first hard surface he could and turned to pin me against the wall. "You have been very naughty tonight"  I could help but get wet from his deep growl

"Naughty? Doesn't sound like me" I smiled sweetly, fighting the urge to kiss him. He raised an eyebrow, I wasn't sure if he liked this game of cat and mouse or if he was growing tired of this whole thing.

"You gave him your number" I wasn't sure if it was intended as a question because it was barked at me in frustration.

"Yes, why wouldn't I? I'm single, he's hot" I kept my smile on my face

"Your mine" he growled at me before he bit at my neck causing me to Yelp. His teeth grazed my skin deliciously, his hot breath on my skin sending me dizzy

"You have Ashlen" it came out in a slightly strangled tone, I hadn't even realised I was going to say it. I didn't care about her, not really. I knew that this was wrong but it felt so right between us. I don't even know why I was questioning her, I had no intentions of getting a boyfriend or dating. Let alone steal hers. Maybe it was just my last bratty move before I submitted

"I don't care this pussy is mine" he hitched up my dress and cupped my pubic area. My wet thong rubbing against my clit perfectly. I moaned out and leaned my head against the wall. "Yes moan for me, tell me who owns this pussy? Tell me and I'll fuck you till you don't know nothing"

"It belongs to you Daddy" I unashamedly moaned . He pulled the band of his sweatpants down just enough to let his cock spring free and in one smooth motion he had lifted me off the floor, wrapped my legs around his torso and sank deep into me.

"Yes it fucking does. I want to hear you screaming that name again before the end of tonight" his lips crashed into mine