Only wanna be with you

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I thought back to that first sexual encounter and mused at how the hell we had ended up here. I thought at that point he would leave that bathroom and rejoin the party and forget what had happened. Or at least let it slip into the back of his mind and he would just find another hussy to fuck.

How wrong I was...

He eye fucked me all night, not letting his eyes off me for more than a few seconds. I could see the hunger in his eyes as the night went on. The way he reacted if I spoke to another guy, even if it was just Dre. The way he licked his lips when  he watched me dance. I was almost disappointed when Jay offered to make sure I got home okay. I wanted to see how this thing with Austin would play out.

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"What's going on in that pretty little head of yours?" He purred against the sensitive skin in my neck, unfortunately breaking me out of the daydream I was having.

"Just processing " I tried to not show my annoyance in my voice

"I'm sorry you found out like this. It's all gone so fast. Are you mad at me?" His lips grazed my bare shoulder before placing a kiss on it. I did everything I could not to recoil but I couldn't,  I jerked my body away from him slightly "Babe?"

"Don't" my mouth was suddenly dry. This isn't how I thought things would end, well I hadn't thought about this ending really. I don't know what I thought would happen. Would he stay single or unmarried and I would just be his secret for the rest of our lives? That was doubtful. But I wasn't prepared to be his mistress while he married someone else and she reaped all the benefits. I had too much respect for myself.

"Babe?" He pushed again as he slid his hands up and down my bare arms, trying to soothe me.

"Austin please don't act like things haven't changed monumentality"  I shrugged his hands off and wrapping my own around myself to try and protect my bare skin from his tender touch.

"It's only a ring..." he tried to play all this off as nothing. I turned to look straight up at him. His eyes looked so concerned and sincere, he clearly didn't think that this would change our dynamic.

"It's not just a ring Austin. Your settling down with someone, getting married" I pushed him gently away from me so we where at least arms length away from each other. He looked hurt, I heard his breath catch in his throat.

"You can't be serious? This is where you draw the line... after all this time?" He frowned down at me, his heavily tattooed hand rubbing his shaven head nervously. I slowly nodded my head, scared to say the words as I knew I didn't want this to end. Scared that if I tried to speak I would let him talk me out if this, like he had done many times.

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April 5th 2015

I was under a heap of blankets in a deep sleep when there was a pounding on my door. I groaned as I unfolded myself from my comfy and warm quilts to pad to my door "Alright, alright stop banging I've got a headache" I yelled as I walked holding my sore head. I pulled the door open and didn't even catch a glimpse of who it was before they pushed past me in to my apartment. I let out a small Yelp at the suddenness, I closed the door and followed the blur into my living room. Stupidly.

"I can't believe you left" I looked up and tried to focus without my glasses, Austin.

"What time is it?" I frowned, for a moment completely forgetting our tryst in the bathroom.

"It's 3am, I had to try and slip away unnoticed" he huffed and that's when it all came flooding back. Me on my knees, his perfect cock, the promise of later. I was suddenly wide awake, my headache had subsided and I was very sexually aware that he was mere inches away from me.

"Sorry Jay wanted to get me home safely" I licked my lips as I looked up at him, biting down on my lip to stop me saying anything stupid.

"Pfft he had to be the designated driver tonight didn't he" he scoffed. Things fell silent. I felt very awkward, my whole body was screaming to touch him but I didn't want to make the first move. I didn't want to assume that that's why he was here, to make true on his earlier promise. But what else could it be?

The alcohol still in my system decided to spur me on again. I pulled myself up onto the adjoining kitchens island, crossing my legs seductively as my nightdress slid up my thighs. Lucky for both of us I was overheating when I got home, pyjamas seemed too warm and too much of a struggle in my drunken state. So he got the pleasure of this sexy skimpy silk night dress. I watched as he drank me in, looking at me properly for the first time since he barged in.

"Fuck, do you always dress like this when your not with us?" He breathed. I raised my eyebrow and smirked knowing he was definitely seeing me in a different light tonight. My normally baggy and comfortable clothes hiding my well kept body.

"Who am I supposed to be impressing with you guys?" I tease, straightening up and uncrossing my legs. My legs parting as rest my hands on either side of them.

"What about me?" He rested his tongue between his teeth as he started to move closer to me. His eyes dancing as he scans my body.

"Huh, never even crossed my mind. Plus I thought you where taken?" I back further placing my hands behind me still holding me up.  I could see the outline of his growing cock, confirming that my teasing was working.

"Never crossed your mind until tonight huh?" He said cockily placing his hands either sides of my legs, his body sliding into place between my thighs. I could see he was breathing heavily and it was clear now he was so close that his eyes where filled with lust.

"Nope, why have you been harbouring feelings for me Stoney?" I cocked my head to the side as my tongue snaked between my teeth, copying his signature move. 

That's when he finally gave in and touched me. His hands moving to my thighs and stroking them sensually up and down, his thumbs casually grazing my pubic area. It was so hard to keep a straight face let alone keep myself from moaning at his touch. This was a game and I was winning, I couldn't back down yet. However hard it was and however good his hands felt in my bare skin. They felt like they where sending electric jolts throughout my body,  my every nerve was on edge. I could already feel that I was wet with anticipation.

"Darling, I don't get feelings"