Only wanna be with you

18

The peaceful minutes I had in the car where interrupted when my phone started to blow up. Everyone apart from the one I actually wanted to hear from. Tyla and Tes wanted to know I was safe, Chris wanted to know if I was hooking up with Jack and Austin... Well Austin wasn't handling it very well at all. He was throwing an almighty fit in fact. Threatening him, me and even himself. I had to just leave him on read and try and focus on something else because I could feel my resolution caving.

I fixated on the fact that Jack hadn't text me yet. I knew he was at a party and I clung to that fact so I didn't start to panic if he would text me or not. I slipped into the suite silently and changed into some pj shorts and a tank before climbing into the huge bed. It was ridiculously comfy and within seconds I had fallen asleep

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The whole time he was performing he was watching me. I stayed sullen and unamused to show that I was sick of his shit. I stayed in the sound booth the whole time on my phone until Justin came out, then I sang and danced along. Much to Austin's annoyance. He came and joined us after he had finished and the whole time he tried to get my attention. It wasn't till later on at night when we all went back to Dre's room at the hotel to have an after party, did Austin get a chance to speak to me. I had avoided him the whole after party in the green room, as I sat with Justin and his crew. I could feel him staring across the room at me, I turned my head to see his arm tightly wrapped around Ashlen's waist and I decided that he deserved what he got.

Just our crew had gone back to Dre's after party and it was getting more like a strip club the later it was getting. Groupies trying to get close to anyone in the industry where practically giving the guys lap dances, that's where I drew the line and headed to my own room. I knew that he would follow me, Ashlen had gone out after the green room with her hometown friends. There was a knock on my door not 10 minutes after me leaving the party. I swung the door open with a scowl on my face.

"What?"

"Please don't be mad at me. I didn't mean it the way it sounded" he pouted as he lent against my hotel room doorway.

"So how was accusing me of pretending to be your girlfriend supposed to sound?" I tried to keep myself calm. It wasn't good for either of us to be arguing in the hall way.

"I wasn't accusing you-" he started

"Oh sorry. You said I was 'acting like we where a couple'. Go ahead, explain yourself " I crossed my arms across my chest.

"I just don't want my Dad to know everything" he looked down at his shuffling feet

"Do you mean you don't want your Dad to be disappointed with his cheating son? Well I know how that can be remedied " I slammed the door in his shocked face.

"Rhi, please don't do this. I don't see us like that" he banged quietly on the door.

"Don't kid yourself Austin. This was wrong and it's got to stop" I spoke though the door, not wanting to give him the opportunity to change my mind

"I don't want it to stop" he mumbled as heard him lean against the door

"Sometimes we don't get what we want Austin. Life's not fair. Goodnight" I put the deadlock on the door and forced myself to step away