Only wanna be with you

13

We lay looking up at the stars for what felt like hours, drifting on our high. In reality it must have only been a few minutes at most an hour. We lay in a comfortable silence, him knowing I didn't want to talk about what was bothering me. But it started to get cold and my teeth started to chatter so we got up and made our way inside. I had completely forgot about Austin till he was stood across the room staring a whole into my head. He was surrounded by a group of women and not one of them was Jamie. Our eyes met and he just looked sad. My heart clenched in my chest wondering if I was the sole reason he was sad. But I had to push that feeling away. I couldn't break this time.

I walked off into the kitchen not interested in the beer pong game going on in front of the huge tv. I felt him before he spoke. Like my body knew when he was near. I sighed before taking the glass bottle of cola out of the refrigerator and placing it on the island before looking up at him. He stood leaning on the island facing me. He was slightly hunched over and he looked like shit.

"I've missed you" he breathed as he looked down at the granite worktop

"We've gone longer without talking" I snapped as I found a bottle opener. It was true we went days, sometimes weeks without talking even when we weren't fighting.

"Yeah but this feels different. Feels final" he looked up at me. His thick lashes fanning out as his blue irises tried to look into my soul.

"It is final" I brought the bottle up to my lips and took an initial sip.

"Please don't say that. Tell me what to do, I don't want to lose you again" his eyes pleaded with me

"There isn't anything you can do now Austin. It's obviously just time to move on" I grabbed myself a solo cup and turned my back on him to get myself some ice. Giving me the cover to help me recover and not show him his much this was killing me inside.

"I don't want to move on. I don't think I could cope seeing you with another guy" he pushed himself up so he was standing up straight as he started to looked panicked. I shook my head and a huffed out an annoyed laugh.

"Well unfortunately tough. Do you not see how hypocritical that is?  That you can fuck any girl you seek fit but I'm not allowed to date?!" I was starting to get annoyed now and the alcohol was fuelling my fire.

"That's how you like it" the way he spoke made it sound more like a question. Even he sounded like he didn't even believe what was coming out of his mouth.

"You know that's bullshit Austin. Every time a guy even as much as sniffed me you would throw a unholy bitch fit because your such a jealous person. Those where your terms I just agreed to them to keep the peace" I span round holding the ice in one hand and the cup in the other. I dumped the ice into the cup before pouring in the Hennessy. "I'm done with that agreement. I'm done with this. You hit the last nail in the coffin with that fucking ring"

"I'll call it off. Please Bunny, I can't lose you again" he started to walk around the island to me. I held my hand up to warn him off. I took a large swig of my drink.

"Are you fucking serious? If you would call it off that easy why the fuck are you marrying her?!?! And don't fucking call me that" I practically screamed across the island to him.

"Please Rhiannon calm down everyone will hear you" he looked behind him to check no one was coning in

"Your fucking unbelievable!!!" I slung the Hennessy under my arm and grabbed my cola before pushing past him to go into the lounge. Tyla looked up at me quickly as I burst into the room. I chose to ignore Tes's furrowed brow and I made my way over to where he was stood with Chris. Tes raised his eyebrow at me as he leaned over to look into my cup. I rolled my eyes and poured a small amount of cola into the cup and smiled sarcastically at him. He just shook his head as he pulled the bottle of Hennessy from the crook of my arm, trying to assess how wasted I was. I plonked myself down on the beanbag just to the left of them and watched as Austin walked through the the door. He refused to look at me as he made his way through the room and rejoined his giggling gaggle of girls again.

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He didn't let me catch my breath as he chased me through his house in Tarzana. Austin had just preformed at Kylie Jenners 18th birthday party and he was buzzed in more ways than one. He had been eyeing me all night even though he had Ashlen on his arm, I kept catching him watching me. I'm not sure how he had got her out of the house but she had disappeared at some point in the night. I thought he would want to go back to mine like normal but he insisted on his place.

He managed to catch me, he span me round, threw me over his shoulder and spanked my ass. He threw me onto his bed and pulled my red dress off my body in one swift motion. He looked down at me as he trailed his finger down my body

" I've been dreaming of fucking your brains out in my bed" he flipped me around and pulled me up to my knees as he put me in doggy style. His hand caressed my back as I heard him I'm unbuckling his jeans. His hand pulled my thong to the side before I felt his length push against my entrance. He held my hips as he pushed into me, his deep ness causing me to throw my head back. He didn't give me much change to adjust before he started to fuck me hard and fast. He wrapped his hand in my hair and pushed me down so that my face was in the mattress, holding me there as he used his other hand to spank me a couple of times. He knows I love it and my moans seemed to spur him on. He tugged at my hair and I allowed him to pull me up so my back arched up and I was looking at him over my shoulder. His hooded eyes looked down on me with pure lust and I started to cum, my walls spasming as I gripped his cock inside me. He growled as I pushed him to empty himself inside me.