Only wanna be with you

33

He stayed for 2 nights. 2 amazing days where we didn't even leave the house. We just wanted to spend as much time together as we could. We ate ice cream for breakfast and binged watched all the scream movies. It was heaven. Dre has tried to get me to work but I'd refused and told him not to come over. Turning my phone off for some well needed alone time. When it came time for him to leave I was devastated

"I need more time" I pouted.

"Come visit me in New York?" He pulled me close as his bags where being loaded into the car.

"I'll see what days I'm free. Let me know when you arrive " I kiss him deeply. He picks me up in a bear hug, my legs dangling.

"Can't wait. We may have to do some work things but I'll miss you too much"

"I miss you already"

After we had to drag ourselves apart and he left, the house felt empty again. I called Dre straight away to pencil some time out for me to visit Jack. He seemed a little concerned that we where spending so much time together in such a short time but my personal life was my business. Not his. He tried to talk to me about Austin having an engagement party but I wasn't interested. I knew that I would be expected to go. I didn't want to. I didn't want to plaster a smile on my face and pretend that we where ok. I knew I was short and cut him off mid sentence but I was done thinking about Austin.

I decided to distract myself by heading to the gym, we had ate a large amount of postmates whilst Jack was here so I had some calories to burn. When I arrived back I saw a white g wagon on my drive. I pulled my Urus into my normal spot and jumped out looking for the cars owner. Tyla was leaning up against the bonnet waiting for me, blunt hanging out the corner of his mouth. I plucked it out and took a hit.

"What do I owe this pleasure T?"

"Well I'm here for all the juicy gossip. You have been one busy lady" he smirks

"Well I guess you should come in then" I unlocked the door and grabbed some stuff to make a cocktail. He came and watched me as I made a jug of random things I had in my bar. Once we taste tested and agreed on it we settled into the sectional.

"I need all the details. From start to finish!"

"What do you already know?" I smirk

"Jack was pretty tight lipped when he came back to the party, Pete however wasn't. He said you two had been making out and was planning on going on a date..."

"Well, yes that all happened. I went to his hotel the night after your party for a... sleepover" I pressed my lips together "Wore something that he wouldn't be able to refuse"

"Rhi!!! Your a dark horse... well we saw the Disney date all over the internet"

"Yeah then we went back to his hotel..." I giggled "and he's just left here actually. He came to see me for 2 days. And I'm going to visit him in New York this weekend"

"Sheesh your moving fast. So your an item now then I guess. You bringing him to Postys engagement party?"

"Maybe I'll ask him, was going to try and skip it if I'm being honest"

"What's going on with you two? Like I know your not super close but it just seems hostile now" if only he knew...

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I didn't want to respond to that so I hurried myself to get ready and we headed into the green room. I tried to avoid getting too close all night but we seemed to be getting brought together. I excused myself early to head home. I needed to decompress. As I stepped out onto the curb waiting for Greg, I took a deep breath in. I felt Austin's presence behind me . I looked over my shoulder and there he was, walking towards me as he lit his cigarette resting between his teeth. My mouth went dry. I was mad at myself for still being so reactive to him. Still aroused just looking at him. But him smoking always made me hot for him. Watching that smoke escape those pillowy lips, stirred something deep down.

"Austin"

"Do you think Greg would give me a lift home? Or does he hate me?"

"Oh he hates you, but he will if I ask him" I look up at him .

"He's never liked me" he looked sad at this revelation

"You hate the fact that someone doesn't like you, don't you?" I mused

"No, I hate the fact that someone so close to you hates me" he slides his arm around my middle drawing me back into him. My back resting against his front and his head instinctively buries into my neck. He breathes deeply "I've missed your smell"

"My smell? Is that a good thing" I try to joke as I try and not melt into him. His bulge already prominent against my back

"I love it, if I could bottle it I would" he sighs as he lifts his head up "it's taking every fibre of my being to stop myself from kissing you. I know that would be too soon, I don't want to rush you"