Only wanna be with you

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I refused to talk to him. I hated the fact he had spoken to her about the most private thing in my life. The thing I chose not to disclose to anyone, only the ones I was extremely close with. I didn't even tell him, Dre must have told him before I decided too. But that was a completely different conversation. It made me mad that they where talking about me behind my back. Why would that even come up? And why does she know his opinion on the matter? What had he actually said to her?

I had to push everything back and concentrate on work. Colson had DM'd me and we had started to discuss the collab. We arranged a studio session to start writing the track straight away. Colson didn't ask too many questions about Austin's over protective behaviour, due to the over protective nature of the whole group towards me. I loved the song. However it brought up all the feelings I had been trying to push down. Dre had met us in the studio to hear what we had come up with. I jumped in the booth to record my chorus.

'Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say? It's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say? It's complicated '

"This has smash written all over it"  he slapped Colson on the back "I can see the performance already. Sexy, sultry, perfection"

I could see that going down well with Austin

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The day went well. We didn't get mobbed really but there was quite a few people taking photos from afar and only some coming up to ask us for photos. It was definitely going to be in some media by tomorrow. We  stayed at the park for the best part of the day but when the kids went back to nap I grabbed a overnight bag and we headed to Jacks hotel. We ordered room service and crashed on the sectional exhausted from our long day of walking

"I don't think I've walked that much, like ever" he groaned kicking his new balance sneaks off.

"That's a tad dramatic, we did have golf carts for some of it" I kick mine off and crawl up next to him and snuggle into his open arms.

"Well ok that was cool, I won't lie. I had fun. Greg's a cool dude. Even if he can't get out of security guard mode"

"OMG when he man handled that teenage boy that was freaking out. I felt kinda sorry for him"

"Rhiannon he tried to grab your ass. If Greg hadn't of done it first I was about to throw down"

"Aww that's cute, bad publicity but cute. My knight in shining amour" I kiss his cheek "so should be put a movie on and fall asleep to it?"

"It's like your reading my mind"

I woke up about 2 hours later still curled up into Jack side. I would have stayed put if I wasn't feeling so sticky and grimy from the day. I slipped out from his arms making sure I didn't wake him and made my way to take a shower. I was singing along to my playlist when Jack appeared at the shower door.

"Room for 1 more in there?" His sleepy eyes drifting down my wet naked body.

"I'm sure we can squeeze in " I stepped back leaning up against the cold tile, the water washing over my breasts. He quickly stripped and stepped towards me, his dick already semi hard and getting harder the closer he got to me. I handed him the loofah. "Can you get my back for me? "

"Sure can sweetness" he runs his hands down my back, sending shivers all over my body. He pumped some shower gel out and lathered me up, taking it down my ass and legs then turning me round to caress the front. By the time I was rinsed off I was needing release. I pulled him down to kiss him, our faces just outside the stream of water. I reached down to stroke his dick, making sure he was hard enough before I turned around to bed over slightly. He took his cue and slid straight into my pussy. Guiding me back up so my back was flush to his. He pushed me against the tiled wall, my already hard nipples sensitive from the cold tile. He held my hands as he braced us against the wall and fucked me hard and fast. His mouth licking, sucking an biting my shoulder. The movement against the tile causing an amazing friction on my nipples.

"Shit Jack, I'm going to cum"  I threw my head back on his shoulder and moaned as I shuddered against the wall. He let out a low growl as he shot his load in me.

"Shit, Rhi I didn't even think to ask I didn't use a condom" he pulled out of me and looked stressed.

"It's fine with me. I'm clean and I rather enjoy it. There's no chance of baby's so don't panic" I hold his face in my hands as I kiss him deeply.

"Oh, okay good. It felt good. But are you sure, I know contraception isn't 100%" he runs his hands down my sides

"It's not something I normally tell people straight away but I can't have children" I hate having this conversation, I grab a towel and wrap myself up as I walk out to the bedroom. I turn to see him following me like a lost puppy, his towel wrapped around his waist and his hair dripping. "I know it's far too soon to be thinking of this but if this does go somewhere I don't want to spring this on you. You know. Is that a deal breaker for you?"