Only wanna be with you

26

I lay there panting with a light layer of sweat across my skin as my body recovered from that orgasm. I looked down to watch Jack emerge from between my legs, a smug look on his face. I felt the bed dip as he moved, to see him reappear between my legs with a devilish look on his face. I watched as he rolled a condom down his solid length, my pussy pooling at the thought of what was about to happen. He hooked one of my legs over his shoulder as he slid his length into me slowly, my eyes rolling back as I moaned aloud. He started off slow and steady, one of his hands holding my leg in place as the other roamed my body. Groping my breasts and pulling on my nipples. I couldn't help but just watch. He was fully concentrating on me, wanting me to feel good, learning what I liked. He started to speed up as I started to grind into him, giving the indication I wanted it faster. He pulled on my nipples harder, earning him some moans of pleasure. He took my cue that he could be harder, faster. He started to fuck me with more force. My body jolting at the momentum. My orgasm started to build quickly, my body not quite recovered from the previous one. I started to grope at my own breasts, tweaking the nipples harshly as I watched him watching me. He ran his hand down my torso to my clit, rubbing it harshly to help me come undone. I moaned loudly, grabbing and clawing at the sheets as my 3rd orgasm of the night overwhelmed my senses. He continued to slam into me until I felt him twitch inside me, knowing he was coming undone with me. He lowered my leg down and collapsed on top of me, his dick still in me.

"That was fucking amazing" he panted as he stroked my arm. I ran my hand through his now tousled and sweaty hair. He looked perfect, his head lay on my shoulder. His perfect lips just waiting to be kissed. I ran my finger over them, his lips curled up into a grin. "Are you staring at me?"

"Yes. Do you have a problem with that big boy?" I chuckled watching his eyes slowly open to look up at me. My heart fluttered. I'd never really had this rawness. The loving and tender moments after sex. Austin wasn't cold as such but slightly detached maybe was the best description. He always touched and kissed me but sometimes it felt like it was a means to an end. Like it was something that was just done to initiate or end our trysts.

"You can stare at me all you want as long as you give me the pleasure of staring at you" he kissed my shoulder blade tenderly. I smiled coyly letting my eyes close. We fell asleep in each others arms sated and content.

I was woken abruptly by Jacks phone ringing constantly from the other room. I slid from under him, kissing his sleepy head as he snuggled back down into the pillows. I jogged into the media room to find the shrilling noise. His phone had wedged down the side of the seating we had sex on, not a few hours earlier. I was planning on just putting the phone on mute when I saw the name lighting up the screen. 'Posty'. My blood started to boil. What the hell is he ringing Jack at 3 in the morning for. I didn't even think before answering the call

"What do you want?"

"So it's true..."

"What's true Austin?"

"That your whoring yourself out to Jack"

"Fuck you Austin. How dare you call me that. I'm not talking to you about this and especially not when your drunk"

"Why do you keep doing this to me? Am I not enough for you?"

"Your not mine Austin, your engaged. Now I'm going back to bed and please can you leave Jack out of this."

With that I hung up. I was seething. I had been single all this time and tried to keep to myself to not annoy him but he never put me first. There was always someone else that got all the benefits, the actual relationship. Now this shit, trying to manipulate me because I'd had enough of living a lie.

I crawled back into bed and snuggled into Jacks chest. His arms came around me pulling me in tight, this felt good. It felt natural, normal. I liked it more that I thought I would.

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So whilst Austin was touring with Justin I would drop in at a few shows if I wasn't busy myself. Those early shows where fun to be around as the team was pumped and Austin and Justin has planned to write together. Justin always paid me a lot of attention, which Austin didn't particularly like. However he had Ash with him so I paid him no mind. Me and Justin seemed to gravitate to eachother when in the green room, we where similar ages and both 'single''. There was always a flirty vibe and Austin would interrupt us at any given chance, not letting us be alone together for any length of time. That was until Austin and Ashes friends visited and their attention was fully distracted.

We went out for a smoke, wanting to get away from the rowdy Texas crowd. We sat on some sound cases near the fire exit as we chatted, looking up at the stars. Conversation always came easy with him strangely enough, he was really easy to talk to and really down to earth. We where laughing about some stupid meme we had both seen when the case we where sat in starting rolling. Justin managed to jump off quickly but I was sat wide eyed watching myself rolling down the car park. Justin came running after me spinning the case round as i squealed laughing . He made sure I span round to face him and he placed himself between my legs and kissed me. It was soft at first but it soon deepened. His hands pulling me closer by the waist while my hands gripped around his neck. The kiss was urgent, like this had been building between us for a while and now we where finally alone it was imperative that we meld our bodies together quickly. Our hands started to roam. Mine trailing down his chest to palm his dick as his grabbed my ass and groped at my breasts. His lips trailing kisses and agonising sucks down my neck and chest. I started to unzip his jeans needing to feel him, my arousal clouding my thoughts.

I heard a throat clear very close to us. I blinked a few times as I saw a cloud of smoke swirl around us. I hadn't even noticed the door opening or closing, let alone someone practically looking over us. I peeked my head over Justin's shoulder and my eyes met Austin's.