Saviour (Jayy Von Monroe)

twenty four - my desires, devils choir

[Jayy's POV]

It was finally the day to leave for tour. Perrie was excited, and little Levi was getting healthier by the second. It's like everything was finally coming to a close, but opening doors for a new life.

I watched as Perrie and Dahvie shot each other with water guns, their clothes soaked. Perrie was laughing, squirting at Dahvie's hair purposely, "Eat that sucka!"

"You made me wet!" Dahvie cried

"OH MY GOD PERV!" Perrie squeals, and burst out laughing

Dahvie huffed, "You're the perv!" And then nailed her with water

She squealed, racing to the other side of the lawn. The ground was muddy from the water, so naturally, she slipped. She landed back-first into a puddle of watery mud, and she groaned loudly. Dahvie ran to her side, but slipped as well. He went, "JAYY PLAN OUR FUNERAL!" and his back hit the ground.

He and Perrie burst out laughing, throwing their arms out. I stood up, walking on the pavement to them, "Fucking retards," I said, looking at them sprawled out on the muddy lawn

Perrie smiled, but then shot me with water. I jumped back, "You bitch, you got me wet!" I laughed

Dahvie smirked, and then rolled down the hill, taking Perrie with him. She screamed, ramming into him by the fence. She moaned, laying on her belly and looking over at me. I roll my eyes, leaving them alone. 

I strolled to Levida's room, walking inside quietly. She was sleeping, but started fidgeting. I picked her up in my arms, cradling her in the crook of my elbow.

She cooed, and opened her eyes. She looked up at me, and I sat on the guest bed, leaning against the bedframe. I rested my hand on her little chest, her tiny fist grabbing my finger. I smiled, letting her stare at my finger curiously. It was literally adorable. She had the cutest little thinking face on.

She looked back at me for a second, and started smiling. I smiled back, lifting her tiny body up and kissing her nose. She whimpered, and I looked at her in worry, "What's wrong sweetheart?" 

She started to cry, and I started in on what my mom taught me. First, check her diaper. Second, see if she's hungry. Third, she might just be fussy, so I need to comfort her.

Diaper was fine.

She wasn't fussy.

She was definitely hungry.

I picked her up, heading down the stairs and into the kitchen. Perrie and Dahvie were still outside playing around, and I smiled. I looked at Levida, "Your momma and Uncle Dahvie are crazy," 

She looked at me with confusion, but cried again. I warmed her bottle up, and touched the side of her lip. She started to search for the bottle's nipple, and finally took it into her mouth. I headed to the couch, sitting down and cradling her, holding the bottle. She suckled, and I decided to turn on the TV.

I watched the show Charmed, until Levida pulled the bottle away. I lifted her onto my shoulder, patting her back. She gave out a little burp, and I laughed.

"Yep, definitely Perrie's kid," I teased

She got a dreamy look in her eyes, so I took the futon out of the couch, and laid down, blankets on me and slightly on her. She was on her back, my hand on her belly. Her eyes started to close, and I kissed her forehead, "Love you, my little girl,"

Her eyes closed, and her breathing deepened. She was asleep.

I knew Perrie and Dahvie would be outside for a while, so I closed my eyes and let myself drift to sleep, resting her onto my chest carefully, supporting her butt. 

[Perrie's POV]

Dahvie and I decided it was enough for our playing, so we headed inside. I stripped to my underwear and bra, and Dahvie removed his shirt and shorts. I threw them in the washer quickly, heading back into the main room.

I found Dahvie snapping a picture of something, and I walked in, to see Jayy and Levida sleeping soundly on the futon. Levida had her hand curled around Jayy's finger, and her mouth was ajar. Jayy was holding Levida so she wouldn't fall, his mouth ajar as well. Their breathing was in sync, and slow.

I awed, "Look at them!" I whispered quietly

Dahvie smiled, and opened Twitter. He made a new tweet, captioning it as, "Jayy Von and his baby girl, snuggled and passed out on the futon while me and babymomma @perrieeele are outside having a watergun fight. How adorable!!" He posted it, and soon started to get replies, retweets, and favorites.

I laughed, and headed up the stairs. Dahvie went to his room, and I opened my bedroom door. I removed my bra and underwear, heading to the shower.

After I was out, I dried my hair and got redressed in some Batman pajamas, heading back downstairs. Jayy was awake, and so was Levida. Levidawas crying, and I felt bad.

"Here, let me have her. You go take a shower," I said

Jayy gave me a look of thanks, kissed my lips and Levida's head, and handed her to me. I looked at her, "Aww, what's wrong baby?" 

I checked her diaper, and almost retched. That was definitely it. I walked her to the changing bed we had purchased, and quickly changed her diaper and into a custom made BOTDF onesie. I rested her on my shoulder, and Jayy had just left our bedroom with his boxers on. I raised an eyebrow, and laid Levida in her crib.

She was asleep by the time I left, and I found myself in Jayy's arms again. 

"We start touring tomorrow, you know," Jayy said

"It's gonna be hell getting her to sleep tomorrow," I said sadly

"It's gonna be okay. Don't be scared, Amy will be in perfect condition with all of us there. We're her big family," Jayy concluded, pushing my hair back

I nodded, sighing, "Okay, okay. Your mom is still supposed to go right?" 

Jayy nodded, resting his chin on my head.

I hugged his waist, and we stood there, just holding each other.

im starting to feel like this story is getting shittier and shittier by the minute. im so sorry. 

Love,

Morgan xoxo