eleven - am i still not good enough? am i still not worth that much?

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[Perrie's POV]

I sat in my mom's living room, Jayy sitting beside me. He had an arm wrapped protectively around my waist, and I felt my heart pound in my chest.


We were finally gonna tell her about my baby, and that I'm keeping it. I'm terrified of her reaction, and what she's gonna do after.


"Okay, so what did you want to tell me?" My mom said, getting comfortable in the chair


"Mom...I'm pregnant," I looked into her eyes, which turned blank


But soon turned to anger, "You're WHAT?" She screamed


"I'm pregnant. But let me explain!" I demanded

"EXPLAIN WHAT?! THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED?!" She screamed


The tears brimmed in my eyes, and I could feel the lump in my throat

"Mom, I was brutally raped by...Brandon. He got me pregnant...and I'm keeping the baby," I said


"Why keep a filthy rape baby?" Mom demanded


I gasped, "How dare you say that about MY baby! It is NOT a filthy rape baby! Yes, this poor baby was created out of rape, but I'd never want to end it's life! No matter how it was created!"

I stood up, crying, "I love this baby already, I have since the day I found out I was carrying it. And Jayy..." I turned and smiled at him, reaching behind me for his hand, "He's being the best man ever...and taking over as this baby's father."


"This child will be raised out of nothing but love. And if you can't accept it, then we'll leave...and never return," Jayy said


I saw the tears in my mother's eyes, "Then leave." She said


"What?" I asked breathlessly


"Leave, and never come back. That child is a mistake..." She carried


"But Mom!" I cried


"Don't "But Mom!" me!" She said, "Just leave! He can take better care of you then I can," Mom said, before turning and walking away


Jayy looked at me in sadness, "Come on," Jayy whispered, "Let's get your stuff..."


I nodded, wiping my tears away. Jayy scampered up the stairs, expecting me to follow.

But I just stood there, putting a hand on my growing belly, "I love you, nothing will change that," I said, before racing up the stairs after Jayy.

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